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Tuesday, January 30, 2007
So close... I went on despite knowing the fact that I can't afford to lose. My action is irredemable. I was calm then. posted by elyn @11:36 PM Monday, January 29, 2007
Today is ahma's birthday and I get to see Brandon. He pronouce star as tar, oval as o-var in a super soft and gentle tone. When he get it right, he clap hands. He's super cute. Steph asked me to come back for work after exam. I'm so happy about it. As I was about to share this good news with Mar, Enrei came in and tell me that e fucker has been transfer to MSQ! wtf. She's suppose to be at Seiyu! My goodness gracious! How am I suppose to work with her? I don't want to talk to her, neither does she wants to talk to me. Basically, we hate each other very much. Enrei put us different shift but to no avail. That person always sleep during breaktime. Now I shall see how's she going to sleep in that fucking small storeroom with that fucking narrow walk way. No matter which fucking corner she take, she will still be blocking everybody's way. Whatever! Neither of us will stay very long at MSQ. I should be halfway through my 2117, but I always ended up sitting in front of my lappy, typing away. Handphone start ringing, msg keep coming in. Before you know next, I'm hugging my 2117 lecture notes to sleep. Ok. I feel like slapping myself. I will start tonight.... posted by elyn @12:06 AM Saturday, January 27, 2007
I finally get to see WanXuan after so many months. We went Cafe Cartel for dinner just now and our stomach almost burst after eating the seafood platter.  We complete our dinner with ice-cream! We have a long good chat and I certainly hope to meet up with her soon! =) Been eating McSpicy and Zinger recently.Now the sight of chicken makes me feel nausea. Adding the chicken wings and chicken cutlet that I have just now, makes me even want to puke. For e next few weeks, I will be busy mugging for my upcoming exams. The thought of an hour of sleep a day makes me feel even worst. I need Nescafe again. =( I'm quitting my job. My last day will be on 4Feb. Super unwilling to leave. Though is only 2 months plus, I'm already having fun, joy and laughter with all my colleagues. They has not been very understanding recently. I don't know why. Even my sis is getting on my nerves sometime. All of us are tired, I guess. I'm super excited over what to wear during CNY. I WANT DRESSES! =) Before I know, my concealer is used up, foundation is finishing, left with one pc of biore blackhead remover and my make-up remover is finishing too... Goodness, if I don't make-up now, I will scare people with my pale looking face and dark circles. Though sometimes I really can't be bother. Whatever... I'm turing in. Take care peeps and study hard! posted by elyn @12:32 AM Wednesday, January 24, 2007
I've been craving for donuts since last year and I finally get to eat it today! I'm the most happiest girl today, I tell you. Chinling queue for 3hours just to get us donuts. So sweet of her! Now I'm in love with double chocolate donuts instead of chicago cheesecake. =) posted by elyn @11:57 PM Tuesday, January 23, 2007
I won't made anyone important. I won't made anyone love me. I won't do anything to make anyone happy. I won't cry for anybody. I made myself important. I love myself. I let myself be happy. I won't pity myself. If you think I'm too scary to be with, then keep a miles away from me. posted by elyn @11:43 PM Sunday, January 21, 2007
Mix around with steph and u will blurt out vulgar language. Thats' what I'm doing now after I heard what Enrei say. My heart sink to e bottom of don't where. Heart break into 10...20...100 pieces. No doubt that I'm feeling upset and angry and disappointed after I know e truth. But somehow, I'm glad about it. =) Steph knock some sense into me today. I swear I won't be like how I used to be. Not anymore. Today, she nb me, cb me, dl with me. Basically fuck me upside down. She hit me real hard in my arms till I feel my own bones. We are not fighting. She's so motherly to me. She tell me e importance of learning to walk on my own. To love myself. She's super power. Ah lian also lose out to her, I tell you. Even if I fail my bio pratical (choychoychoy), I will still be happy. Exam is coming and I have a few meetings waiting for me. Meet up with all my darlings, meet up with winston after 6years, chalet with DP staff, Denise and her Sakae, Candy and her belated Sakae, blablabla. I can't wait for that day to come! =) posted by elyn @10:31 PM Saturday, January 20, 2007
I FOUND IT! Lets label this person R.R said, "I have, but didn't use for quite sometime." two weeks later. R said, "No lah, who say I have?" fine then. FUCK YOU! You are unfortunate tht I found it. I hate being kept in the dark and finding things out on my own. Silence doesn't mean I'm unaware of what's happening! posted by elyn @11:38 AM Wednesday, January 17, 2007
It's better to lose my pride with someone I love rather than to lose someone I love with my useless pride. posted by elyn @9:40 PM Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Keeping quiet may not be e best choice afterall. I've lost my fucking pride. Be glad, I'm still living well under the care of all my sweetie pie. =) posted by elyn @10:48 PM Monday, January 08, 2007
This break that I take is too long and now its time to go back. posted by elyn @11:34 PM Sunday, January 07, 2007
The more I wait, the more disappointed I get. I didn't went school on friday, partly is due to headache. Been having headache recently. I'm rushing my presentation now. Presenting pathophysiology is a big NONO for me but still, I have to do it. Whatever that I thought will happen, happened. Thats' pretty surprising. posted by elyn @12:06 AM Thursday, January 04, 2007
Don't set high hopes for 2007. I don't want to fall hard like 2006. I don't dream, I don't wish, I don't set, I don't promise, I don't... Too much to think. My hair is falling till I have to consume vitamins everyday. So, lets keep everything simple. I've been transfer from Suntec to MarinaSquare. Is not as easy as what I thought. Shall stop here. posted by elyn @9:41 PM |
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