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Sunday, May 28, 2006
Is not my day yesterday. I lost my pendant. Argh fcuk! Everywhere is having sales and I'm broke broke broke. I met my group of friends at marina square yesterday.Our conversation, Them: "Eh, people still got bitch about u or bully u? If yes, just voice out." Elyn: "You think still in sec school urh? A call=A fight. Anyway, I think if I tell ONE of your, a GROUP of your will come. " Them: "Ya lor, as usual ma." Elyn: "Ya lor, your big fcuk ma, hor? " They laugh. hahahaha.Well, from pri sch to now, their voice still sound like thunder.haha.Now they have all become the mature ahbengs anyway. haha.The policeman,the firefighter,the ns man,etc.I still can't believe. POLICEMAN? haha.They are always police's good friend in sec sch and now they are e policeman?! hahaha.Ahbengs are now the heros mann. I didn't take a second glance at him neither did I talk to him. I don't know what gotten him to be like that. Because of his brother? Is totally rididculous.... posted by elyn @4:13 PM Thursday, May 25, 2006
I will make sure that I have at least 3 sets of formal wear in my wardrobe! Believe it or not.I'm broke mann!Not even a 5 cent in my wallet.2 slice of bread and one packet of milo everyday. Candy bought me mascara for my birthday when my birthday is like 21 June...anyway,thanks girl.=) Went for blood donation yesterday.Doctor say I can donate but got to be more careful cause my bp is on the low side.So everythings' fine.People around me keep reminding me,"Eh,you better be careful urh.Don't faint on the street."Nah.I won't.I know where to faint and where not to.haha.=p To the person who tag me, Of cause I know what I'm doing.Whether to go back or not is not for anyone to say. 14 Days to World Cup.Lalalalal.I'm so so so excited. =) posted by elyn @8:04 PM Sunday, May 21, 2006
My stomach is burning burning burning. O my goodness!I can't believe that I actually sit there and waited an hour plus for my dinner!I must be nuts.Now I could feel my stomach burning after plates of chillies.Well...is not as spicy as I thought...I think theres' problem with my taste bud.=p After our conversation,I realised that we actually lost trust with the people around us.*sigh*... I certainly hope that girl will know what's she doing. To you: I've enjoy tonight's dinner.=) I'll try my best to help you.Sorry for giving you that can't-be-bothered attitude.Don't worry too much.As you know people around us are all beyond hope...Thats' nothing much you can do also.Anyway,whatever happens,I'm just a msg away.=) posted by elyn @10:05 PM Thursday, May 18, 2006
I'm going to have my clinical assessment and theory test and bio practical test in the next following few weeks. And I know nothing!Damn it.Anyway,I'm starting my revision this weekend. We have meeting with our mentor again.She's not naggy but superb naggy.To me,she's not talking,she's making noise.We will never be able to stay alive during the meeting with her.Take a look at them and you'll understand.  I really don't understand why she's forever THE ONE to delay us.She's taking us this year.My attendance wasn't good this year which make things even worst.Seriously,I'm going nuts not only because of my mentor but also my classmates. I really don't understand why I have them as my classmates.Why?!O my god.No words can describe how terrible they are.I'm also disgusted by their dressing.What are they up to mann?They look like as if they suffer from hallucination. Hallucination=ki siao. Taking naval stud as ear stud.Wearing two belts at a time.Put on eyeliner or eyeshadow without any makeup.Wear lots of funny and different kind of jewellery at a go.Christmas tree?Neither fashionable nor retro.They always think that doing all these are COOL.The coolest freak?Nah...more of a fashion disaster.They laugh at every single shit.Can someone send them off? Nowadays,I'm feeling so so so weak and drained out. I was told to be more careful cause my blood pressure will suddenly drop,and thats' when my hands start trembling,heart grow weak,legs go wobbly,feel suffocated and everything around me is spinning away.I will ended up walking like a drunkard. I will never stuff myself with ice-cream unless I'm annoyedsadloststress...whatever shit you name it.Today,dear bought me strawberry cheesecake which is just the right time!He's a meticulous dear!=) posted by elyn @8:44 PM Monday, May 15, 2006
When tears fall, they're easily wipe off onto your sleeve, but how do I erase the stain from my heart? posted by elyn @10:20 PM Saturday, May 13, 2006
Remember I said that I'm constipated in my previous blog?I went to doctor after I wrote that blog. Doctor:"So whats wrong with you?" Elyn:"I'm having constipation." Doctor:"Did you take vegetables&fruits and drink lots of water?" Elyn:"Ya.The problem is,I eat alot alot of vegetables&fruits and drink kettleS of water,still,I'm constipated.Desperate me went to buy lactose but still!No effect at all." Doctor:"Ok.Lie on the bed." he press my stomach and he laugh."hahahaha.Your stomach got alot alot alot of shit also." Elyn:"Thats' the problem doctor.I just can't shit.So doctor,please prescibed the strongEsT laxative for me." Eventually...Elyn is back to her past daily routine.Output three times a day.I'm so happy.=) Friday was vesak day and I was at Vienna celebrating Mother's Day!Vienna serve nice buffet.I was happily eating away cause I finally clear my stomach. Well,I shall post my favourite food. abalone salad.  baked mussels and japanese food.  cakes and tarts.  they have chocolate fondue too!this is my marshmallow with chocolate!!!!=) this test-tube contain fruit juice.I love drinking this.=) My sis need me to accompany her,so I accompany her to orchard for shopping and auntie elyn start to have backache,so we find a place to relax and eat again!That's Maestro at cineleisure.We sat there for almost 3hours.=) Pasta,Fish&Chip,FishDipper,MexicanNachos. Waffle ice-cream. I just can't stop eating. Went back to school to do my research.Me and pat went crazy.We turn the library upside down and still,we couldn't find the information that we needed.The librarian decided to off the lights.Pat came over to my house and we messed up the table with lecture note and textbook,still,we couldn't find.We went insane for that 7hours. I'm late again.Suppose to meet my boy at 6pm at his workplace and I'm late for half an hour.Anyway we went to watch Poseidon. Poseidon is a MUST watch movie.4 out of 5 bites.I want to watch again!=) Went to Gaint and the next minute,dear stuff Hershey cookies and cream into my bag. I'm still on Diet anyway.=p I bump into another drama freak.Just to tell you,never be too confident on your relationship,if not you will ended up becoming people's laughingstock.And also to tell you,I'm everybody's new friend.=) Disappointed?haha.I don't give a damn about YOU! posted by elyn @11:30 PM Thursday, May 11, 2006
I can lose 2kg in a week so can I gain 2kg in a week.Been consuming junk food for the past few weeks.Work and eat at the same time. He bought for me my favourite ice-cream.  I can't work without all these. I'm finishing up everything and I'll stop.I don't know where my determination go,but still,I go for my running. No sweat=constipated,this whats' happening now.Constipation.I need laxative badly. posted by elyn @6:10 PM Monday, May 08, 2006
My mind is flooded with,..."if only..."... If only I could reset the time... If only I know what I'm doing... If only I could find perfection in everything... If only I was a child... If only If only If only.... To conclude- I admit I'm every bit of deserving cause I destroy what I built. posted by elyn @11:42 PM Sunday, May 07, 2006
Elyn is down with fever,flu,cough,headache and my whole body is aching.Took 2panadol and I drop dead on my bed. The next minute I found myself sitting at Gelare eating waffle ice-cream and mocha cheesecake.The sick me is smiling away after eating all that dessert.So,I cough my way home happily.I know you feel like slapping me now.haha. Waffle ice-cream(vanilla choco-chip&macadamia nut)  Mocha Cheesecake. Reach home at 1030pm and run to the tv to watch election vote.Watching election vote with dear makes it more interesting.haha.He's making noise from the start to the end.One moment he's happy with the result,the next moment he's cursing and swearing away.haha. posted by elyn @1:10 PM Thursday, May 04, 2006
Mummy has a big big family.But this big big family shrink again.Sometimes I just feel that I'm kind of fortunate cause I get to see my great grandmother and great granduncles.Great granduncle is still around but not my granduncle. He has depart from this world.He left us today. I know I will miss him just like my great grandmother.The thought of her bring tears to my eyes.When I was a child,they shower me with tender loving care.As they grow older,they start to fall sick and before you know next,they are not there anymore. My granduncle,I will miss you. posted by elyn @7:58 PM Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Blood result is out.I can only conclude with this- I can get by with nothing.I just want mummy to be healthy. To this little sister of mine, You have see it for yourself.I hope this won't happen to you.Can you please tell me what more do you want to do?You are not taking my advice and I felt so helpless.You are doing lots of stupid and ridiculous things that really drive me nuts.Why?Why make your life so miserable?Can you please be more sensible?I'd do anything to make you happy cause I don't want you to go thru the same shit as I did.What I want is that cheerful you. Being the eldest at home,I've to carry lots of responsibilty.I don't expect you to help me,I just want you to be healthy.Remember if anything happen,I'm always with you.=) posted by elyn @9:25 PM |
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