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Thursday, August 31, 2006
Went PS for movie, The Monster House. Bugis to trim my eyebrow. Orchard to visit my jiu mu's second shop at FEP. Spellbound. =) Go in, get the clothes I want and no worries about payment. Isn't it great? =) My day ended like shit. posted by elyn @9:06 PM Saturday, August 26, 2006
What do you think of Elyn? Is it that, oh-so-arrogance look? Angry person? Cross e line of an emotionalist? Or maybe I'm just another pathetic soul out there? In fact, if you realised, I can be laughing for 2 mins and later suddenly quiet. Don't worry, I'm not any lunatic ass. Just that my mood-swing-fast. But also, it doesn't mean that my central nervous system has gone haywire. Its me, you see. I mean this kind of, "2 in 1 mixed character" is in me. If possible, you just have to adjust yourself to get along with my many different character. RenJie dear say he will take me to coffee bean next week. I'm going to have my cheesecake and ice-blended mocha after such a long time. =) RenJie dear is so sweet, always. =) posted by elyn @3:19 PM Friday, August 25, 2006
Last tuesday, I went to watch the movie, Click . And today, I went causeway point to watch The Ant Bully. My conclusion is, ants love jelly beans. Soon, they will be starring the movie, World Trade Centre, is about 911 terrorist attack. I only catch a glimpse, well... sad story... I'm sure whoever watch this movie will definitely tear. I want my shopping. You know, shopping is what every girl does. Nursing student are so so so pathetic, I tell you. We only have a few weeks of holiday and after that, we go for attachment. And because of this LIMITED holiday, all of us decided to make full use of it. Plan programmes, making sure that everyday's time slot is full. Like Candy. I want to do alot of things. But, I need my sleep also. Anyway, my boy is asking me to finish e jigsaw puzzle. Gosh! He's grumbling away now.... posted by elyn @8:56 PM Thursday, August 24, 2006
Exam's over. Finish my exam and my sandal decided to give way. The strip snap off. Goodness! No other alternative for me. Drag my feet all e way out of e school and hop into e cab. People behind me was laughing their ass off.  Blood result is out.Gosh! Everythings' borderline. It'll go real low at anytime. Anyway, I'm ok. I CAN GO BLADING!!! Excited excited. =) I'm going to dye my hair and change my freaking hairstyle. I'm sick of it. Can you believe that I scared myself with my dark eyebag, puffy eyes and messy hair. CLASS OUTING today. Pizza hut. Waitress for e day.
posted by elyn @7:35 PM Monday, August 21, 2006
Walk around Junction8 then went home reluctantly. Again, I swallowed back my tears. Deep down in my heart, I feel so suffocated. Bathe and took my medicine upon reaching home. I'm waiting for e medicine to take effect so, I can forget about everything. Sometime e word "Stupid" can be so insulting. But sometime you can't deny that you are one. I know where I stand. I know I've screwed up everything. If I can, I would choose not to rely on anyone... not to waste anybody's time... posted by elyn @9:21 PM Friday, August 18, 2006
I'm not myself. Definitely not myself. Doctor gave me APO CLORAZEPATE tablet. Thats' to relief anxiety. Side effects are, clumsiness, unsteadiness, dizziness, lightheadedness, drowsiness and slurred speech. Don't talk to me if you see me having all of e above problems. Please forgive me if I ignore you. posted by elyn @10:41 PM Thursday, August 17, 2006
I give up. My brain, my lungs, my heart all decided to give way too. I couldn't breathe. I stop breathing for a few seconds after every one deep breathe. My mind went blank, my brain shut down, my lungs stop functioning for a moment, my heart beat slow down. I feel like I'm at e brim of death. Dad insisted to send me to hospital, but, you see, if I go, I'll missed my exams. And get stuck in e hospital for days. Well, no worries, I just did my blood and urine test. Results out next week. Nurses say that I look like I'm seriously ill. Well, I study throughout e night and only catch an hour of sleep, thats' why. Anyway, after what had happened, I couldn't recall what I've memorised. Nine lectures gone like that. How wonderful can that be? I'm losing appetite that's for sure. posted by elyn @4:12 PM Friday, August 11, 2006
Today marked e end of my attachment. Not dreadful anymore, just tired and can't stop falling sick. I wear my contact lens for 2months plus and guess what happen now? Tearing and a sharp pain felt. Saw my primary school maths teacher, Ms Lisa Choy, at TTSH yesterday. We actually stare at each other for a few seconds before we start grabbing each other hands and say, "Hey! I almost can't recognise you!" Ms Choy is known as e tigeress in school. When she scold, her voice is darn loud like as if she just swallow a microphone, I must say. Of course, dark sky fall upon me when I know she is going to be my primary 6 maths teacher. My nightmare start then. She want us to do all e maths questions by our own. Ask no one except her. Challenging problems is her favourite. We got to cut and paste every questions on e paper then do. Challenging problem is freaking difficult, I tell you. You have high chances of getting brain dead after solving every problems. She is also e first person in my entire primary school life to scold e hell outta me, when I flunk her first maths paper. You know, one time is enough. I don't want to go deaf either. I never fail e subsequent maths paper. Isn't it fantastic? =) Exam next week, so from tomorrow onwards, I'll start burning midnight oil. I got to work doubly hard. =) posted by elyn @10:51 PM Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Everybody's feeling darn shag after attachment. Yes. Me too. Who don't? I love music that are being played by piano. Sitting by e bay with a cup of latte together with a piece of nice music, I tell you, it will be perfect. =) Yes. I enjoy this kind of life. I yearn to have. I want peaceful life like this. posted by elyn @10:38 PM Monday, August 07, 2006
A little suprise. I was walking to Kopitiam with Denise when someone from behind pulled me. I turn, and saw him smiling at me. He bought me chocolate muffin from Starbucks. Well, what more can I ask for? I thought I won't get to see him this week unless I moved to his house. My patient spilled her medicine all over my face and some into Denise's mouth. Goodness gracious. Wash my face with I nuovi Polish face therapy and again with Olay facial form. I feel so clean now. My e other patient asked me, what kind of faith do you hold when you pray? I just tell her, never doubt what God can do for you. The Lord is faithful. Always will be. Suddenly, I feel like I'm those religious concern people. Well, whatever it is, God will always lives in me. posted by elyn @10:49 PM Saturday, August 05, 2006
I wake up at 8am today! My body system not working properly. Physically awake mentally tired. No mood to study. I continue to watch Armed ReactionIV until someone called and asked me out. Bathe, change and off i go to Marina Square. Meet up with Jimmy. Have KFC for lunch and I start to have very bad appendix pain. Shop around and I suddenly have e urge to buy something for my sis. So, I grab whatever she like and pay. Feel so good after buying things for her. She's happy, so am I. =) We then proceed to Suntec's Starbucks to have coffee.Stay and chitchat till 5plus. Jim's driving today! So I have free ride to Bugis.haha. -Meet my sis, to pass her e things I've bought. -Meet Guoyang and his friends at Bras Basah's mac to study. -Went back to suntec to wait for my boy. Accompany him to send luggage to Riz Carlton. On e way there, we saw fireworks. After that, we went to Changing Appettite for dinner. Reach home at 1130pm. =) Please respect my belief. Theres' something that you ought to know. Without christanity, I wouldn't be who I am today. posted by elyn @11:45 PM Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Is everybody going crazy or what?! When I was thinking what to do next, someone called and guess what he did? He just bombard me. Asking me, why we just can't stop creating trouble? Followed by telling me this, your really urh, always give people trouble. I will make you e class rep next time and you'll know what is it like to have people like your who can't stop creating trouble! Damn it! What have I done to deserve all these shit?! Shall not probe any further. posted by elyn @5:35 PM |
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My hp commit suicide. Everybody turned and stared. Err...I don't what to say mann. I think I better stay at home tomorrow....