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Monday, July 31, 2006
Second week first day and I'm sick again! Going in and out of e toilet. Diarrhea non-stop. I can't talk I can't stand still cause I feel like vomiting. The ward is spinning. All e aunties is like a thousand time stonger than me. CI talk to me and I almost puke on her. In e end, I gotta to take a cab home cause I'm feeling super S H A G. Objective tomorrow. Take case, learn to pass report, follow doctors around, write nursing notes. Tomorrow will be a good day! =) posted by elyn @9:03 PM Sunday, July 30, 2006
Today is ah gong's birthday. We have buffet and Chocolate cake. Gosh! I'm having constipation and I ate so much. I feel so so so fat now! I'm going on diet. D I E T ! Like what I always say, sometime will happen to me during attachment. I black out two times and I need to paste this thing cause e pain came back and its swollen.  I need to go back to school to see dy manager. I thought everything is over. Now, I have to explain everything again! THIS IS JUST A MISUNDERSTANDING NOT CHEATING! Ok. I can't bother much also. I need to cut my nails and bun my hair tomorrow CAUSE tomorrow is not sister TEH anymore. Is that CMK. My nightmare. Someone who won't fight for her students! Okok. I shall stop complaining and get my things done asap... posted by elyn @8:34 PM Monday, July 24, 2006
Yes! We are back at ward12D.  I'm feeling sick on e first day of attachment until I received this!*excited*    Its kinda surprise and I'm overjoy! Well, this may look nothing-so-special to alot of people, but not to me. You have to see who gave it to me.=)Everything she bought is so so so nice, her chiffon tops, her dresses, her rainbow tees, her handbags, her footwear, etc....gosh! whatever she buy is always so nice, makes me wanna go shopping with her. If I can, I'll definitely carry her wardrobe home! I'm having shopping mood now. Anyway, I just gotten a purple tube from Dorothy Perkins. They sell all different colours and it cost $13. Isn't it cheap? Its' like even cheaper than Topshop! How I wish I can have all e colours lol. Okok. Enough of all that. Lets talk about today. Went home straight after attachment. I make use if every sec when I got home, I went to bathe, keep e clothes, wash e remaining clothes, cook for myself AND still I have no peace! I can't even eat peacefully. My mum keep calling and ask if grandmum got home. I keep saying nonononon until...my grandmum call and say she's at bus interchange, she forget where to alight. I swallow e whole bowl of noodles and went to bus interchange to look for her! I ended up reaching home at 7plus...I feel like sleeping now... posted by elyn @7:36 PM Sunday, July 23, 2006
From tomorrow onwards, my mother's mother, who is my grandmother, is coming over to my house to stay. Does that mean that I'll have one more set of clothes to wash? Cook for her? Well, you see, we seldom or never even cook, cause my parents always come home late. If I'm hungry, I'll cook for myself. Ok! Never mind, I shouldn' think this way. It shouldn't be a big problem I guess. Is just one more plate of food and one more set of clothes. =) Alright, I'll stop here, gotta prepare uniform for tomorrow.=) posted by elyn @7:03 PM Friday, July 21, 2006
Mummy as usual say next week no allowance. Well, I didn't demand or anything cause I understand. I'm tired after a day of WALKING. Gosh! Walk from Farrer Park station to Mustafa, from Mustafa to Bugis, from Bugis to SGH, from SGH to PS, from PS to my house. I think I've burn more than enough of calories lol. Walking under e scorching sun makes me sick. There are lots of chocolate at Mustafa. All e chocolates are huge.Also seen alot of "kuku" brand chocolate. Haha, no worries, I bought none.I've only got one tin of Strawberry Hello Panda. My boy got free GV movie ticket, and so, we went to PS to watch Nacho Libre. I still manage to laugh heartily, so yar, not a bad show. Ok.I shall end here.*yawn* posted by elyn @11:03 PM Thursday, July 20, 2006
I pass my BCLS.Yes finally. All e old haggard lecturer spoilt my day! ms.V- She don't allow me to take e retest because I forget to bring my remedial form.Other assesser asked her to let me take BECAUSE its only a form. Next, I did everything correctly and she want to fail me because she said I don't know my assessment well. And you know what?!ms.V say something that she never say at all! ms.V: "I asked your to stay back longer so I can teach your, but your don't want!" I swear she never say this before!Where e hell is she when we were having practice?! This is SIMPLY RIDICULOUS! No PEACE even after I left school. ms.B- Thanks to her that we got to rush. ms.B: "Where are you and Candy? I want to see both of your, can you come back to school?" This is stupid!I'm already at Bugis.When I'm in school from 9am-3pm and she don't want to meet us! ms.B: "Please come back before 5.15pm." Rush to school JUST FOR A SIGNATURE AND LISTEN TO ALL HER NONSENSE. Thanks urh ms.B.$6.80 cab fare just gone like that. All of them are RIDICULOUS! posted by elyn @8:28 PM Wednesday, July 19, 2006
GOSH! Who will be so Sway like me? The lecturer must be blind or stupid?! Four lanyard and only 3person there.She still mark as though that person is there. Well, is partially due to her carelessness also...how can she push e blame to us?! Okok.Lucky I had ice-cream just now, if not I think I will explode.=p posted by elyn @9:32 PM Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Went over to my boy's house last week and we watch, The Fast and The Furious Tokoyo Drift. DK-donkey king.haha.Watch and you'll know.Anyway, I only enjoy e part when they do drifting. Look at e way they drift, I tell you, it makes me want to learn drifting too! Drift Drift Drift Drift Drift! Elyn also want to DRIFT! The House of The Dead. Should I use e word exhilarating to describe e movie? Well, they don't drift.They walk.The entire campus is filled with zombies.You'll get to see blood blood and blood. The next two movies that I want to watch is, Nacho Libre and The Lake House.Watching movie at The Cathay is definitely e right choice!=) Was studying my psychology yesterday and I came to this topic on Personality. TypeA- Stress-prone personality.That are more aggressive. TypeB-Relax and Easy-going. TypeC-Respond to stress with depression, with muting with negative thoughts and helplessness.This is one risk factor that lead to cancer because you suppress your emotion. Ok. I'm type C, though I know I have no sense of urgency at times. Still, I like to suppress my emotions. Cancer is e most powerful word. I tell myself I must change change change! I'll be that type B. Easy-going and think postively.No worries.=) BUT!...that doesn't mean that you can come and provoke me! One...Two...Three...Four...days and finally tomorrow comes! =) posted by elyn @6:36 PM Sunday, July 16, 2006
Sunday is supermarket day and I love going supermarket. I love this fridge.  Open up and you'll get... Milo,Vitagen, Prune Juice, Milk, Tea, Kiwi, Apple,Strawberry, Guava, Grape, Pocky, Biscuit Stick, Yougurt, Jelly
We only take this Korea's brand noodle...  Elyn's everyday breakfast....
I shall upload e remaining photos. I want to go back to this! Meet up with YangHe during april and his skin colour still never change. Attachment next week.Oh No! A dreadful 3weeks for sure... posted by elyn @3:11 PM Saturday, July 15, 2006
Its' saturday and I'm not going anywhere. I'm stuck at home with my sister, barney and Psychology lecture notes! I'm suffering from a serious backache again! I can't bent! Once I sit, I can't stand! You can call me aunty or ahma, whatever, I surrender mann. And so, I decided to be a good girl. Sit still and study. I read and read and I don't understand anything.I've clean forgotten everything that I've learn last year.Isn't it fantastic?!FORGOTTEN! Don't understand? Watch TV and start eating my Chachos. Whatever e situation is, still, I got to finish and understand psychology by tues. God Bless Elyn please.... posted by elyn @9:59 PM Friday, July 14, 2006
Its' good to start your day off with Cheesecake from coffee bean! My all time favourite!=)  Rasberry 'n' Chicago Chessecake  My friend gave it to me this morning and it was like surprise surprise.I can't resist temptation and so I decided to eat in e lecture hall.Suddenly, one monster beside me start screaming when she knew that I'm having rasberry cheesecake. Kind-hearted people like me(i bet you must be puking now.) decided to share with her my rasberry cheesecake. Share my Chicago cheesecake with my sis. I tell you, she's overjoyed and I'm happy too.Isn't it great?! Unhappiness and worries are push aside. Suppose to have steamboat with my sec friends but no la cause I've got something more important such as SHOPPING with my boy!=) Things hasn't been well for certain reason. We are both STUBBORN I must say. I believe that stubborNESS will always be in us cause somehow, is the stubborNESS that makes our relationship grow stronger.=p Steamboat aside.Kobayashi. AHEM!KOBAYASHI...haha....you get it girl? posted by elyn @4:49 PM Thursday, July 13, 2006
I have fun joy and laughter. But still I know I don't belong there. My day start off like SHIT. I have my BSLC assessment today.Walking up and down e corridor BECAUSE no one call for adult choking and infant cpr!My anxiety turn into stress and later into tears. Fail Fail Fail and FAIL! Before you know next, Nazrul came to me and say, "Elyn, you fail BCLS theory." I was like HUH?!Even though I know that I'll fail if I get more than 6 mistakes.Still, never in my life I thought I would fail my BCLS theory!O my fcuking goodness! Another ridiculous thing happen.I carry e infant correctly and that fcuking assesser say I'm wrong.I try thousands of ways to carry and she just go.... Wrong! Wrong! Wrong! Wrong! and WRONG! Damn it! Assesser: "Make sure you know your steps well before you come in!" She throw my marking criteria to me!And so.... You see, maybe you still don't know me well, Elyn's theory is this, I don't care who e hell you are. You want me to respect you, first, you must respect me. Don't ever expect me to respect you when you don't even respect me! ...I apply Elyn's theory by throwing e infant at her and walk off. Show no mercy, so will I! Anyway for your info, what I'm doing is right.Even e most nasty assesser says I'm RIGHT and she pass me. Re-test One-man CPR and Adult Choking plus my theory next week. Clinical Trail test tomorrow. I'm going "Peng San". So Please don't add to my stress.I'm stress enough to get depression mann. I have finish my presentation on obesity today! We got to share you see.If one animal is assigned with a task, e other animals will have to help.They can't get off free so easily, and so, I get the two of them to help me with e vanguard.haha.Anyway, thanks! Woman in orange is Pat and woman in black is Syidah.
Also not forgetting PeckLu's house's printer.Thanks Canon!haha. From now onwards, I'm going to be e world stingy girl.I'll stop having good food cause I want to save $ for my shopping! I'm sure I can resist temptation! posted by elyn @6:30 PM Wednesday, July 12, 2006
My nightmare started since 2005 April. She stick to you like a lesbian.Copy you and makes you look like her twin sister.Stare and can't take her eyes off you like shes' in love with you! O my fcuking goodness!Is she crazy or what?Please tell me how to shake her off mann! Come to my group and have all the fun joy disaster.You'll either burst into tears or laughing your ass off. One facial expression you will definitely give the class. Oh-What-So-Funny?! posted by elyn @9:20 PM Monday, July 10, 2006
Italy Italy Italy Italy! Italy win won wan! Haha.World Cup has finally come to an end and now.... I got to prepare for my presentation which is on thursday. Goal Italy! posted by elyn @3:22 PM Sunday, July 09, 2006
Meet up with my boy yesterday at his workplace and we went to Xing Wang restaurant at Marina Square. Well...We should be ordering something special or food that we seldom intake.BUT....I don't know why we ended up choosing food that we can even cook ourself!The maggie meeS and luncheon meatS and eggS! 
This is huge! Mango cubes+Ice+Condensed Milk+Mango Ice-Cream. I bet this must be e serving for 4! Finish everything and you will shiver and your brain will definitely freeze! I'm still burping away and my throat hurts like shit! posted by elyn @12:04 AM Saturday, July 08, 2006
Half year.I know I have been such a pain in e neck for that half year, but nevertheless, he still give me advice and guide me through everything. He's someone who always pamper me. He's someone who always bring me to nice places. He's someone who always give me the best. He's someone who always give me his support. He's someone who always give me surprises. He's someone who always make sure I smile. He took me to Cafe Cartel and bought me Sins Chocolate on the first date. He took me to Anderson, Gelare, TCC, Secret Recipe to have waffle ice-cream & cheesecake. He bought me Godiva ice-blended Dark Chocolate Dreadence. He bought me Solvis Titus Watch and took me to Liquid Kitchen during Valentine's Day. He took me to Zoo cause I yearn to go. He bought me Levis T-shirt & Denim Skirt when he goes on holiday. He took me to Sentosa When I'm down. He bought me tubs of Haagen Dazs and Ben&Jerry ice-cream. He bought me Burberry Polo-T and took me to Bewerkz during my birthday. He bought me Barney cause I'm in love with Barney. He is RenJie. My Best Friend.My Dearest Boy. I Love You.=) posted by elyn @3:43 PM Friday, July 07, 2006
You have heard what I said. You can choose whether to believe or not. I spend e rest of my days doing research for my obesity.Worries aside and I start studying. I'm feeling happy nowadays.Can you sense it?I'm happy.I laugh with you.I play with you.I'm putting everything aside and make sure people around me smile.I want that carefree life.I want to go roller-blading, cycling, etc.I want to do whatever I can and have no regrets. Just let me be. I don't wish to lose myself... posted by elyn @11:16 PM Thursday, July 06, 2006
Hahahaha.Italy and France won.The violent Germany and Portugal is out out out!hahaha. My throat is painful!I can't swallow anything!I can't give rescue breathing cause I got ulcer! I'm ready ready ready to start studying and prepare my presentation.I'm doing on obesity!haha.I no longer have flat tummy!Boo! I must have that determination to go on diet just like that time.I gain back 2kg when I'm back at school.Sugar peanuts,Cheezdar Ruffles,Hotcake...All my favourites.You tell me how to resist temptation?! I think I have to lock myself up in e room.Stop eating ice-cream n junk food.StopStopStop! I want 45kg or maybe 43kg?.I want to be light.Though my boy is already carrying me up and put me on his shoulder, turn me upside down, or worst still throw me up in e air.I tell you, thats' HORRIFYING!!!He watched too much wrestling...thats' why... Went to Pasta Mania with my boy today and we have baked rice!Its' been a long long time since I ate baked rice.Peach Lychee soda is nice too!=) Everybody has been asking me to drink milk.Ok.I'll drink litres n litres if milk everyday.Make sure I'll lao sai everyday just like last time.3times a day 21times a week only Candy knows.So you must know how I feel when I can't shit.... posted by elyn @8:09 PM Wednesday, July 05, 2006
I pile up my books, getting ready to study.A thousand thoughts flow through my mind. Am I at the wrong place?Why must I always trouble others?Why must I always be that can't-be-bother girl?Why I'm so fickle-minded? I'm scared that I'll lost everything that I have.I'm scared that I'll lose in this game.I'm really scared.Peharps you won't understand e fear in me. The fear caused me to weep.I can't faint cause I know e consequences better then anyone else. Just imagine-You have to smile and appear strong when you are sick.How would you feel? Thats' e kind of feeling I'm having every sec every min.Its' terrible. People who did equally well are fightening to be an outstanding student.Then what about those who fail or those who just manage to scrap through?The strive of perfection among humans are so frightening.Is either you survived or you die.... posted by elyn @9:49 PM I can't pass.I fail my elective.I'm e only one who fail elective.Yup,I'm physically and mentally prepared that I'll failed but still... I have fun during bio lab today!I did blood test myself!Fun Fun Fun!I prick my finger and try darn hard to squeeze e blood out.I'm O+.  Candymomandy is B-.I told her she is a stingy and selfish girl since B- is kind of rare to find.She went crazy instantly.When she found out that me,pat and syidah is O+, she say she don't want to be boycott by animal kingdom.hahaha.I laugh my arse off mann. I'm suprise when GuoYang called me.He said he actually wait for me to finish my lesson.Crap!Anyway,I accompany him to PS for lunch.Share buddy meal with him when I'm suppose to be on diet!Sian... Look at this.The world Largest KitKat though it look more like coffin.I want to be buried in a chocolate coffin if I pass away next time.haha. We then went to The Cathay.No nice movies recently.The next minute I found myself standing inside Ben&Jerry. Okokokok.Let me tell you.The ice-cream is darn nice.I ate strawberry cheesecake,chocolate fudge brownie and dustin mudslide-contain alcohol.Nice Nice Nice!I'm addicted to these 3 flavours!I want to eat again! The time when I'm happy is when I eat ice-cream. Ok.Enough.I'm going running to burn all my fats.=) posted by elyn @5:39 PM Monday, July 03, 2006
Did you hear what I say? I need fresh air.I need to breathe.I need to scream my lungs out.All because I'm feeling devastated.I'm facing insurmountable problems... I'm not ready for e upcoming presentation, not ready for BCLS, not ready for attachment, not ready for exams. Everything is meaningless because I know its' empty deep within my soul.Thats' why I'm coming back to you.Asking you to forgive. I fell down on my knees, come before you and tell you in tears, I'm so tired, I'm so beaten from everything that was meant to be. Please hug and embrace me. I want more of you. posted by elyn @8:49 PM Sunday, July 02, 2006
Its' great to get to see Kelvin,ZhenYou and ChungSiong! They came over my house yesterday and we had a good talk.Hope to catch up with them soon.=) After that,I went to meet my boy for dinner.We head to Upper Thomson Road to have Ampang Yong Tau Foo and Dumpling Soup for dinner.The food taste nice.=) Pepper lunch with Candy last friday.I've got free ice-cream! Meet up with everyone last week and I'm feeling damn shag everyday when I reach home.This week gonna be worst I guess.Cause I NEED to meet some DRAMATIC people. IF YOU DON'T LIKE THAT GUY THEN DON'T REPLY HIS MSG AND DON'T BE TOO GOOD TO HIM! I'm thinking of what I want now and in future... posted by elyn @2:52 PM Saturday, July 01, 2006
Fcuk e person who copy me non-stop! I mean NON-STOP! You this fcuking old woman please ask your fcuking daughter to let me go and NOT me to let go of your fcuking daughter. I will make sure you become an old,deformed,disfigured,monstrous,awful,disgusting,distasteful, filthy,grungy,haglike,horrifying,no beauty,rough diamond, odious,sickening,low-down woman FOREVER!!! posted by elyn @12:04 AM |
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