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Monday, February 27, 2006
Silence Tears.
I feel so pressurize. I was shocked to hear that I'm the only person to handle one cubicle...It became a challenge for me.Things didn't go as smoothly as I thought.Food was thrown aside.Medicine was left untouch.Helping became harming. My patience turn into fustration.My smile soon fade away. I'm at the verge of tears. Everyone pair up for case study whereas me,I got to do 3 case studies all by myself.I voice out to my CI-"I can't manage one cubicle all by myself.People just need to know 3 patients' cases well whereas me,I need to know 6 patients' cases." Request was made and his conclusion to my CI was-"Just leave her there." Somehow my third posting became my nightmare. I've lost my way. Did you realised that you had been mentioning the name to me over and over again?You sure you have made the right decision? posted by elyn @9:46 PM Saturday, February 25, 2006
My worst nightmare at changi is....I have mosquito bite all over my legs.Damn irritating!Chalet was ok...ya...thanks to Candy that I got wet.She thinks I'm too dry....but sadly she turn out to be the one who look as if she has fallen into the pool.=p I have to say...you know...you just can't afford to play with some people.Anyway,I can't be bothered with these kind of people, as you know...my brain will immediately enter screen saver mode when I have to play or work with them.They simply turn you off. This morning,dear wake me up and told me that he wanna bring me out.I turn him down and went back to sleep.But when I found out that he's going to the zoo...hmm...things became different.He don't have to drag me off the bed.=p Our aim at the zoo was to look for each other.He search for hippo and I search for pig.Trust me,I can name my friends pig,monkey,rhyno,dinosaur,buffalo but not hippo!I had never thought of that animal until one day..... (I had lots of fun.Thanks Dear.) posted by elyn @11:50 PM Friday, February 24, 2006
Exams are over!I'm not going to have 3hours sleep and my Nescafe anymore.=p After yesterday bio paper,I went out with Candy to have kobayashi and went over her house to dye my hair.Talking about dying my hair,the colour turn out to be the same as the first time i dye. Went to changi village for stingray.I should stop eating at 7pm,but then...my dinner became like 9pm.I start my burping again.You know...I need 24hours to have my food digest.=p So i should have one meal instead of 3meals. Doctor say no spicy food...well...if you take a look at my table,you'll find none....instead we asked the uncle to add more chilli. And...I'm still burping away... I'm going for chalet today.So people...anything just call my handphone.(Next sat I'll be joining your for youth svc.) posted by elyn @8:51 AM Tuesday, February 21, 2006
The effect of coffee is wearing off,which means sooner or later I'll fall flat on my bed. I only have 3hrs of sleep each day.That's kind of torturing.Been staying up late at night for my revision.Well...I doze off while studying when I have 3 cups of tea in a day.Apparently,the tea has no effect on me anymore.So now,I'm depending on coffee to keep me going. Changi is Haunted.wtf.people are using that as an excuse not to come for chalet.My parents' sister's brother's children says...I got to wait for him...My mama say is far(when you are staying at the east side.)...wtf.Im staying at the NORTH side ok!Thats like far from everywhere.All kinds of ridiculous reasons just flow out from their mouth.Fucking pissed off.Chalet should be fun but people are making it as though its a training camp.Seriously,I don't see any FUN in this coming chalet. I'm confident that my thurs' programme will turn out to be better. posted by elyn @5:00 PM Friday, February 17, 2006
I slept at 2.30am and wake up at 4.30am. *yawn* I screwed my 1029 paper. SAQ was totally different from the past year paper. Wtf! I slept for two hours just to study for my 1029 and I get this kind of questions. Damn it. Been to my friend's house to study for almost a week. Your company is great! Don't shed your tears for that bastard. Get down to your studies. And stop showing me that fucking attitude. posted by elyn @11:44 PM Wednesday, February 15, 2006
I caught the emo side of her. posted by elyn @10:01 PM Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Elyn target to finish 1029 in 24hr's time and go for exam.Can I? I'm getting clumsy cause I'm running out of time.Been mugging away and I ended up neglecting my love ones.I didn't utter a word when i reach home.After bathing,I'll head towards e stdy room and start my revision.Every sec every min became so precious to me. well...somehow I know that I won't score well cause I'm doing last min work. The saddest things is,I don't get to enjoy my valentine.My mood is all on exam. posted by elyn @9:53 PM Sunday, February 12, 2006
Please spare a thought for me. posted by elyn @7:16 PM Friday, February 10, 2006
Coffee + tea= cannot sleep slept at 3am this morning and wake up at 8am.now i feel so lethargic.*yawn* posted by elyn @9:49 AM Wednesday, February 08, 2006
I almost fainted when I heard that we are having chalet at changi.That's like super far from my place.Now I have to think twice about staying overnight at changi. went to watch memoirs of geisha and have my waffles ice-cream yesterday.The show is nice but not the ice-cream.I almost puke when i taste it. Wake up at 7.30am today and went over to dear's place.Finally I have my hotcake and...I ended up having stomachache. My sis is having valentine's mood since last week when valentine day is like next tues.She start planning where she want to go,whereas me,I have no mood for anything cause of exam.hate exam and hope attachment never comes. posted by elyn @7:57 PM Friday, February 03, 2006
my neck hurts! posted by elyn @10:52 PM Wednesday, February 01, 2006
I'm SICK again. The feeling is terrible! posted by elyn @9:18 PM |
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