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Sunday, January 29, 2006
went ahma hse fer steamboat ytdae.my throat hurts,bt still,i try my bez to swallow all my fd.=p  after dat we went to chinatown.n i spotted lots of bangala.wad r dey doing there mann!?. cny is jus another dae.tml will b gg to aunt's hse fer tom yam soup!.i tink i will lose my voice soon.... posted by elyn @9:50 PM Friday, January 27, 2006
been slacking fer e past few daes.went to sch todae cus of tut,lab n mtg.mtg abt wad we wanna do aft exam.wtf.coming out wif all sorts of ideas n our conclusion is still chalet. after dat went shopping n movie wif dear.reach home at 1130pm.dats the end of my dae!.=) posted by elyn @11:39 PM Wednesday, January 25, 2006
i'm suppose to attend my bio...bt i ended up at dear's hse.=p after dat went to mt pig president.He treat mi eat lo.I mus feel honoured urh?.=p well...u muz b honoured too...i dun tok to everibodi.Finally i bought my cny clothes.whew.im nt fussy k.n tmr i will b mtg yc fer coffee. im addicted to coffee. posted by elyn @6:17 PM Monday, January 23, 2006
Went back sch todae and I'm late again. posted by elyn @7:10 PM Sunday, January 22, 2006
It's time to break the ties that bind, especially if all said ties are doing is keeping you tethered to the past. posted by elyn @9:12 PM Thursday, January 19, 2006
i can't wait for tomoorow to come.cause tml will be my last of attachment. I gotta b strong.Damn fucking strong.I promise.=) posted by elyn @8:37 PM Tuesday, January 17, 2006
I'm all over him
We are the wagons filled with hope in a scope we cannot measure. Trust is our only bond and shield. posted by elyn @9:00 PM Monday, January 16, 2006
Leave Me Alone
I still felt a tinge of sadness. Elyn was born with such intelligence that it almost ruins her life. 5 years old's Elyn knows every little thing that is happening in her family. If you think she had a happy childhood, then she tells you now. She doesn't. She looks damn innocent in front of her parents, but she's not. She sees how people break promises, doing things that he shouldn't do. They are damn contradicting. She feels hurt for the other party and also feels sad because the He is her love ones. Why is she always there to face such things? Why can't she have a wonderful childhood? She's only 5 years old and she has to carry such thing through her entire life. Parents say to her, "you are only 5 years old; there are still a lot of things you don't know." Are you sure? She doesn't think so. Tears blurred my eyes every night. Elyn is exceptional. She went through a hell time. She keep quiet, that doesn't mean she don't know anything. You are wrong. Amazingly, Elyn is the only one in the family who knows about everything. You bring her into this world and let her suffer this kind of shit. Might as well shoot a bullet through her and let her disappear. Promise and trust turn into pure ash. Elyn is 19 years old now; still she got to bear all these shit. It's unbearable; still, she got to shut up in order to avoid more troubles. Elyn fall and stand up umpteen times till she get so tired. She can have loads of freedom but she choose not to, because she want peace at home. Sometime she wishes that a car would run over her or she don't wake up from her sleep. If only they could stand in my position and spare a thought for me. Everything seems to be slipping away from her. What she wants is not chocolate or branded stuff. Studying became meaningless for her. Beside attachment and studies. What more can she do? She can't think of any other alternatives. God. Please take my life away. posted by elyn @8:32 PM Sunday, January 15, 2006
went fer ex ytdae n im late for haf an hr!.tk e wrong bus n ended up tking cab.=( after that went to mt dear and we have waffle ice-cream!.=)  my butt hurts!. i cant hlp bt to luff.luff at some pple's stupidity. ..i realli despise u...pls back off. posted by elyn @12:35 PM Friday, January 13, 2006
todae is my last dae of attachment at ttsh...next wk will b at bedok!.wth. hand is still swollen.sad mann...
aft dat.wen to mt joanna.n she decided to cum over my hse to stay.tonite.the three of us gonna squeeze in the 2 bed....=p posted by elyn @10:17 PM Thursday, January 12, 2006
 i neva lyk attachment...cus sumting happen to mi again n dis time round is worst!..my left hand nw bcum retarded.cannt move at all.left thumb swollen...n ytdae nite,i hit my right hand n gt cut.=( went fer xray todae after work.no fracture....e pain is killing mi.work everiting wif my right hand.dis mrng,my sis hlp mi wear uniform,dad hlp mi wear shoes n yanching hlp mi tie hair n wear name tag...i bcum e patient...  ...i promise i wun let myself gt hurt again...i believe dat tings will work out...n my decision is rite. i realli dun understand y my mum lyk to touch my tings.she realli piss mi off! posted by elyn @6:33 PM Tuesday, January 10, 2006
stop raining pls...i dun wana sun...neither rain...=p o mine...my face is damn red...i duno why...err...so irritating. dere isnt ani nd fer mi to tell anione abt aniting if ur stop asking. im getting fustrated.... posted by elyn @10:05 PM Monday, January 09, 2006
todae guoyang came to mt mi fer dinner at ttsh.n he surprised mi w a box of chocolate..aww...*so sweet*...aniwae.i haf finish it...i almost fainted wen e chocolate melt in my mouth...=) im gaining weight again.*sigh* as fer tml...tomorrow is my nitemare...tons of work waiting fer mi to finish.wtf...aft dat gg to mt my boy...trust mi...he's sweet n nice...bt troublesome!. pls stop askin mi.im too tired to ans.e ans is obvious enuff.if u tink i shldnt haf start.den im sorrie. posted by elyn @11:20 PM Sunday, January 08, 2006
Raining dae.
went over ahma's hse to celebrate her bdae...e worst ting is.i gain 1kg!.tks to e buffet...been playing wif my nephew n tk photos fer lyk e whole dae...nw...im feeling kinda tired... thought i cld haf my hotcake w somebody tml...bt...dat somebody change the wkg shift n clash wif mine...*faint*...kinda sad...bt nvm...cus one of my gerfren juz msg mi n ask mi to mt her fer breakfast...so i suggested-HOTCAKE!.*winkz*. I hate restriction...neither do i wana disobey...nw.im totally lost. posted by elyn @9:59 PM Friday, January 06, 2006
Brain nt working.
e result of nt enuff slp is terrible... i almoz tk wrong bus home...wen i saw bus55,i stared hard at e bus n my mind went blank...suddenly cant rmb if dat dis is nt e correct bus...till i saw my bus13... at e traffice junction...e green man appear le,bt i didn't notice till i lift up my head.n i saw 9sec...instead of crossing...i stare at e time...fergt dat i needa cross e rd... during work...i serve breakfast to my patient...n im suppose to write in patient's I/O chart of e amt of fd n fluid intake...bt i fergt...until e RN came in n remind mi...n guess wd...i wrote-lunch taken instead of breakfast taken!.i din realised till i was abt to serve dem lunch.*pls kill me*... i note dwn e BP reading on e wrong patient's clinical chart.din realised till i refer back. during tea-time...e servant left e cup of milk on e table n reminded mi to feed my patient..totally fergt abt it till i came back from my break n saw dat cup of milk...e worst ting is i still stare at e milk n fergt dat e cup of milk is called-MILK...tinkin wd izzit?.wd is dis ting doing here... went to preparation rm to gt syringe all dat fer e RN... to gt into e rm,u nd to gt thru e 1st door first dn e 2nd door is to e preparation rm...e 1st door is pushed...e 2nd door is pulled...s usual,my brain is nt wkrg properly...i pushed e 2nd door n ended being locked in e preparation rm... well..i save myself by pushing fuckingly hard at e fucking heavy door...e fucking preparation rm is fucking small n is fuckingly flooded wif lots of different fucking papers n fucking equip...makes mi go fucking dizzy wen i search fer e fucking adminstration paper. went to e toilet...lyk wd i sae.e door is heavy...my fren came out frm e cubicle n i went in..e fucking door slammed rite in my face.damn it!. errr...damn fustrated... .. hu will make mi e happiest ger?... posted by elyn @5:35 PM Thursday, January 05, 2006
during work... my brain is kinda shut dwn...so i decided to diverse my attention to chocolate n waffles ice-cream...*winkz* ytdae i missed my hotcake...bt...its ok...cus i had a wonderful wonderful wonderful wonderful wonderful lunch at cafe cartel...guess wd?!..its my waffle ice-cream.n e bez is...its cookies n cream!...=) denise surprise mi w alicia keys unplugged album...i almoz fainted in front of her...haha.she sae its my christmas present... mayb i shld oso put in my frenster's shout out dat i wan a gucci wallet...dkny watch...levis jeans...mani denim skirt...addidas jacket...hahaha... orite...back to attachment...well...nth much la...laze ard...i tink e worst ting is my knee cap n my backache tingy...it realli stop mi frm lng hrs standing...i tink i wanna change job...if nt one dae i'll definitely drop dead in e hospital... posted by elyn @4:17 PM Wednesday, January 04, 2006
im too tired fer breakfast...*yawn* ytdae attachment was so damn boring...stand dere rotting...1st dae of attachment...i alrdy gg to faint in e cubicle...dn gastric pain... =( posted by elyn @10:32 AM Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Terrible Morning
earli mrng...6am... ...xiaomei slam cupboard...slam door...dad shouting away...neighbour kp slamming e door...children gg kindergarten-crying fer mummy...door bell rang...bt i din ans... c'mon...I need PEACE...!!! 9 missed call frm renjie...still...i cant wake up...alarm clock is useless...mrng call...hmm...kp calling...i'll definitely wake up..*winkz*... ...well..gotta report 15mins before wkg time...i tink im gg to b late!. posted by elyn @12:04 PM Sunday, January 01, 2006
Happy New Year.
Look at dis doreamon mirror...
recently...i drop it...and...
dis mirror was given to mi wen im in sec 2....i alwys haf dis mirror wif mi wherever i go...bt nw it bcame lidat...cannt put back le...sad mann...frens ard mi will find dis mirror familiar...cus dey alwys-"elyn...mirror..."...dn ask mi fer mirror till i buy a new wan... dis is hongkong's doreamon mirror...someone went hongkong n bought mi dis...*peng*...see...i still kp...i dun tink dat u'll rmb...bt nw cum lidat le...i oso sian haf...no mirror...=p went town ytdae...n mummy gt mi a 3/4 pants n mickey mouse tshirt...=) mum n dad leave us to shop ard aft dey bought their stuff...so we went to coffee bean fer our fav.... cheesecake n ice blended mocha...=)
aft dat guoyang came to join us...i'm irritated by all e blackies...opps!...haha...dey spray non-stop...lucky we manage to gt our wae to cine fer movie...=) haf wae thru e show...i recieved msg saying..miss kns...*peng*...hey for goodness sake...pls dun call mi miss kns... ytdae urh..pple fight...pple faint...pple shouting in e theatre...ambulance.... went toilet...n lights went off...pple in e toilet screaming on top of their lungs...luckily im alrdy on my wae out...=p tk train...train flooded w blackies...argh!...cannt tahan mann..almoz fainted...=p reached home at ard 1+ am...tok on phone till 3+...aniwae...i ended up slping at 6am!. Resolution for 2006: no boyfriend. ...haha...i noe u feel lyk slapping mi nw...=) posted by elyn @1:45 PM |
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