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Saturday, November 25, 2006
I want to go Redang Island but he wants to go Italy first. FINE then. I went running in the morning and late evening, but.... I was told that my running is more like walking. I don't know what to say. I will spread my legs wide to run then. He taught me how to RUN. Coming up next is swimming. Not to mention about the comments and everything. He just bombard you like nobody's business. But he's right. I went to TTSH to see his grandmum. She definitely look different from the first time I saw her. Well, I won't elaborate much on her condition. Hopefully, everything will be fine. posted by elyn @11:17 PM My throat is killing me! Knowing that the other party is down with serious cough and flu, still, we are sharing happily. I'm going running. Run 6rounds, the most 8rounds, possible 10rounds. The thought of running makes me smile, cause I'm going to burn all my fats. Wahaha. =) My head hit the model's hand and then one big BALUKU came out. Pain like hell. Went town with Candy today. I don't even remember when was the last time I went town. No time and no money for shopping. Studying and working is enough to keep me busy like shit. Orchard is always so happening lah. Furthermore, Christmas is like less than one month away. Everybody shop like they don't have to pay. Christmas decoration is up. Every shop is playing Christmas carol. Last year Christmas is kind of screwed up. I don't know what my Christmas will be like this year. Nothing special I guessed. Maybe I will be staying at home, snoring away. Whatever, my mind is blank now. Pens off. Good Night. posted by elyn @12:01 AM Friday, November 17, 2006
I treasure the good times so dearly because I don't get it anymore. Till today, I didn't get my answer. I don't know what is on your's mind. You refuses to tell me anything. You refuses to let me ask more. What I've recieved last time is not the same as what I've recieved today. No matter what I do now, I could never win you over because, Your Heart, Your Mind and Your Soul is at somewhere else. I'm having full of fears and insecurities. posted by elyn @10:37 PM Thursday, November 16, 2006
I'm free today. Thats' only for today and tomorrow. I will be working for almost everyday. No time to study. So, I have to pay attention during lectures. Time passed so much faster when I pay attention. Isn't it great? =) Meet RenJie dear today! Its' great to see him again. =) And he surprise me with my super early christmas' present!  Its' a Mont Blanc bracelet. Yes. This is equivalent to my one months' pay! I almost fainted. Anyway, thanks dear! =) Tomorrow lesson start at 12pm, but still, I need to have my beauty sleep as soon as possible. Because! I'm deprieved of sleep! posted by elyn @11:42 PM Tuesday, November 14, 2006
I'm currently at school computer lab. I really don't know what to do during my 3hours' break. Everything is still the same. My daily life routine is basically the same. school, work, meet my boy, home. Lectures still understandable. Work still managable. Attended 3 days of training at starhub and left on-the-job training day. They gave me their starhub working pass and I'm still thinking how to return to them. If not, I have to pay $50. Nobody ring me up, anyway. I went to get my black pants at mlphosis yesterday. My black pants is freaking long and mlphosis don't provide aleration. Well, in the end, I have to get renjie's mummy to alter for me. thankyou. Lecture starting soon. I shall stop here then. takecare peeps. =) posted by elyn @12:10 PM Sunday, November 12, 2006
This thing is getting abit out of hand. Everybody wants a say. I'm feeling abit not right. Please don't let the history repeat again. posted by elyn @11:39 PM Saturday, November 11, 2006
Time check 130am and I'm still damn energetic! Don't know what makes me so energetic lah. Maybe because I'm taking away all those unnecessary burden. Laughing away in school. Busy studying. And now, I'll be busy working also. Good thing is, I don't have to hear anymore nagging from my parents. I don't have to take $ from them. You know, sometimes, its good to be independent. Anyway, I think I better go to sleep, because, tomorrow will be another busy day. posted by elyn @1:35 AM Friday, November 10, 2006
I saw the truth and I know the truth. I saw the other side of everybody and they saw the other side of me. Everyone is at fault, including myself. I am nobody to say who's right and wrong. Then who are you to say? Hypocrite? Who's not, you tell me? You are also one. Since this is the case, then no one is at fault. Because, this is HUMAN NATURE. Now I clearly see. As long as I still stay in this place, I will beware of the people around me. If not, i'll die staying here. posted by elyn @10:56 AM Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Unwise decision, thinking, ideas. Ideas were given but to no avail. So, keep my mouth shut. This is horrifying and worst than what I've thought. It seem like I've just wake up from a nightmare. Cleverest and Stupidest. We are no one to judge. But practically everyone including me, has been label as one. Thousands of conflicts among each other. I'm sick of it. Don't you? We can't possibly please everyone. Girls or even guys gossip about one another. But how long can this last? How long can you hate this person? How long can you critise this person? I don't believe topics will run out if we don't critise. My biggest terror is to stay in the class where humans fighting among each other to be the top student and to boast about their result. I don't call this a class anymore. posted by elyn @5:03 PM Sunday, November 05, 2006
Yesterday, I went to watch "The Grudge 2" with guoyang. I didn't pay for the movie ticket. He say he feel so bored, and so, he bought two tickets and gave me one. He just want someone to accompany him for movie. I watch the movie with my hands covering my face. Peeping through the hole in between my fingers. Today, I went to watch "Death Note" with my sis. Not scary. I almost doze off. Everyone is against me today. I don't know why. I can't satisfy all of them. I don't know what they want of me. I did nothing wrong. NOTHING! Apparently, they just take me to vent their anger on. Their critisim makes me feel like one useless chap. I ended up having cereal for breakfast, SaraLee's pandan cake for lunch and nacho for dinner. I know I will survive with biscuit in the next few weeks or maybe months. I'm prepared. You can forget about asking me out until you see me eating a proper meal in school. posted by elyn @10:32 PM Saturday, November 04, 2006
Took my cousin for movie and ice-cream at Ben&Jerry. Even he agreed that the ice-cream is nice. Our ice-cream include of the irresistible Chocolate Fudge Brownie and Dublin Mudslide! Yummilicious. =) School is starting in 2 days' time and I went to paint my nails red. My sis say red suit me because my nails are freaking long. And so, I decided to give it a try.  Talking about nails. During one of my recent attachment, my CI saw my nails and she asked me in a freaking sad tone.CMK: " Elyn, are you ok...? Are you suffering from any disease or what?" Elyn: " NOoooOoo.... Whats' the problem? " CMK: " Your nails look like what we called,THE SPOON SHAPE nails...You sure you ok?" I'm stunned and immediately Graves' Disease cross my mind. Elyn: " CHOY! I choy choy choy choy! dai ka lai si." CMK: "Oh! No urh? Not that disease urh? No lah... I thought you are...." (even she don't know whats' the name of the disease.) Now I know why she never fail to see my nails during every attachment. I'm born with these kind of nails. Mummy told me that I stunned her with my nails when she just give birth to me. My friends even try to pluck my nails off because they thought its' fake. Wth. I scream my heart out man. MY NAILS ARE GENUINE OK! I couldn't believe what I've heard yesterday night. But came to think about it, why not? Some people never learn their lesson and they continue to buy you with all their fabricated stories. To win you over? Gain sympathy? I don't know. Suprisingly, I'm not angry. Not at all. In fact, I'm going for cakes and coffee later. I'm enjoying my last 36hours of holiday! posted by elyn @1:51 PM Thursday, November 02, 2006
A terrible nightmare that stop me from taking the stairs and walk along the corridor. School is starting soon. So, I must prepare my food instead of my books.haha. Its a must to have strawberry pocky in my bag! Before school starts, I must have another slice of Chocolates Of A Thousand Leaves and most importantly is my Ice-blended Mocha! The Ultimate is nice too. =) Okok. I shall stop here. Dad is asking me to take my lunch. posted by elyn @1:30 PM |
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