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Sunday, April 30, 2006
To all my friends. I'm really really very sorry.There's simply too many names to list.I guessed u guys know u are. Sorry for not replying sms.Sorry for not answering call.Sorry for not being able to let the meeting be an enjoyable one.Sorry to those whom I'm unable to meet up with during holidays and even last week.Sorry for everything. I know all of ur are disappointed with me and also surprised by the sudden change in me.Well,pardon me for not telling ur what has happened.At the same time,ur can also stop guessing what has gotten me to be like that. To those who read my blog. I'm an emotional person,I must say.I'll pen down whatever that comes to my mind when I'm emotional.Other than that,I'm fine.=) Choose to buy my favourite DARS white chocolate to brighten up my day.And it did.=) Somehow I know stuffing myself with ice-cream is not the solution to my problems.Been eating for the sake of eating.I don't feel hungry afterall. Now,I just need time to overcome all the parts and puzzled in my life and also,search for the Elyn that your used to know.And soon,everything will be fine.=) Thanks for all your advice and concern.I truely appreciate it.=) posted by elyn @12:29 AM Friday, April 28, 2006
I've been eating ice-cream for this entire week.Cookies and cream,Macadamia nuts,Triple chocolate.O mine.Elyn,you gotta tell yourself to stop eating. posted by elyn @4:53 PM Tuesday, April 25, 2006
When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,I can't help but break down and cry. This person is not just another passer-by.The genial smile that melt ones' heart and messages that brighten up ones' day.Perhaps its just the wrong time.Things don't always go the way we want. People might think that our life is so much of drama,but we know,its a real reality show. Keep this in mind- "I keep these memories and this passer-by dearly to me.Memories that I'd bring to my grave with me.I treasure every moment." Life still goes on. posted by elyn @8:12 PM Monday, April 24, 2006
Meet yanching for coffee bean today. our muffin,cheesecake and drinks.(espirit lemon lime is nice!) My thoughtful dear bought us chocolate to brighten up our day. Royce Chocolate! Afterall,we hae a nice day together.=) posted by elyn @6:21 PM Sunday, April 23, 2006
I will keep running till I fall on my knees. posted by elyn @2:52 PM Friday, April 21, 2006
I suppose that this will be a happy blog.=) Renjie's mum's cooking...I tell you...superb.I'm addicted.Tend to miss her cooking.=) As usual,after meals,dear will bring in a tub of ice-cream.He ate most of it and I ate like only a quarter?=p Went to TCC on wed and dear ordered all my favourites!So sweet of him.=) At this rate I'm eating,how am I going to lose weight???! =p He sleep late at night just to finish this jigsaw.How nice of him.=) Things are back on the track and hopefully this will last....=) posted by elyn @9:09 PM Tuesday, April 18, 2006
I'm at the verge of tears and insanity,a hostage to my own humanity. I'm blending in slowly so you won't even know me apart from this whole world that share my fates. posted by elyn @8:00 PM Monday, April 17, 2006
First day of school.Recieve mickey mouse bag from pecklu(she went taiwan) and I accidentally hit onto the table.It takes like 1year for my toe nail to grow,now it crack and bleed.wtf. My parents' room is under renovation and the whole house is in a big mess.yar.BIG MESS! thepassageway. computerroom. Stop venting anger on me.I can't be bothered with anyone. posted by elyn @8:29 PM Thursday, April 13, 2006
"What's happening to you,Elyn?!" people has been asking me that since last week. My answer is,"I don't know what's happening to Elyn." No mood for any shit.Fuckingly distracted.Last min cancel all my meetings with friends and makes them superb annoyed.sorry. Nothing works on me,not even my favourite cheesecake and ice-cream.Went running almost everyday.Sometime there seem to be like no finishing point.Head spinning as time begin to race away. I don't like this feeling. posted by elyn @11:59 AM Thursday, April 06, 2006
I almost faint together with mummy.She freak me out. I'm left with one week of holiday and will be back to busy school life again.=) Daddy taught me driving today.haha.For all I know is,I will cut all the lane and get honk by people.=p okok.I'm going to take my basic theory first. I'm still hesitating whether to be a nurse or to go for stewardess.Mummy actually encourage me to go for laser vision treament and braces.She say she will pay for it.Aww,how nice of her isn't it?=) But it will cost a bomb.=( They even encourage me to pursue my studies at university or overseas.Sometime I think that they are too encouraging and I ended up feeling LOST instead of stress. Please give me advice.=) elyn's new game-running. posted by elyn @2:25 PM |