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Wednesday, July 05, 2006
I pile up my books, getting ready to study.A thousand thoughts flow through my mind. Am I at the wrong place?Why must I always trouble others?Why must I always be that can't-be-bother girl?Why I'm so fickle-minded? I'm scared that I'll lost everything that I have.I'm scared that I'll lose in this game.I'm really scared.Peharps you won't understand e fear in me. The fear caused me to weep.I can't faint cause I know e consequences better then anyone else. Just imagine-You have to smile and appear strong when you are sick.How would you feel? Thats' e kind of feeling I'm having every sec every min.Its' terrible. People who did equally well are fightening to be an outstanding student.Then what about those who fail or those who just manage to scrap through?The strive of perfection among humans are so frightening.Is either you survived or you die.... posted by elyn @9:49 PM |