Tuesday, August 09, 2005
.heartbreaking.

.tears came rolling dwn my cheek.amg so mani problems.im oni shedding tears fer u two wen i shouldn't haf.

.wad r u trying to do?.pple lyk u shouldn't survive in dis world.is a disaster to haf u ard.if u cant accept e fact dat u r so worst.den gt lost.y read moi blog n make a big fuss over dis.

.pple hu c thru e whole problems.dey will noe hu's rite n wrong.fer those hu listen to one side of e stori n start to judge.ur r even worst.ur r nt in e position to sae aniting.jus shut up.i dun nd ur comment.i dun need aniting frm dese kind of pple.

.todae.tings land will up to dis state.hu to blame?.

.trying to gain sympathy frm others.u din do it e last time.bt nw.i tink u shld noe better.u tink u haf succeed?.no.u did nt.neither did i.u make a big mess.n den?.u jus left it there.tell mi hu r waiting fer to clear ?.

.jus a call.a call.u tink wad?.everiting is solved urh?.u nv gif mi ani chance to sae aniting.u dun even noe e truth n u jump into conclusion?y?y u handle tings lidat?i tot u shld handle betta den i do?.dis is moi blog.MOI BLOG!.i haf e right to voice out wadeva i wan in here.i din sae dat im nt at fault.bt u?.u r nt at fault???.

.if a person is suffering frm duno wad problem.dat doesn't mean dat she is nt at fault.she plays a part too.n in e 1st place.nobodi noe dat she is suffering frm dis problem.so dun assume.telling u e truth.u choose nt to accept it.den wad u wana mi to do?.dun ask my fren to cum n ask mi wad u told mi.wad u tell mi is wad u tell mi.n wad u wana tell my fren.i duno.dats different stori.dun mixed e both of us tgt.we haf diiferent tings to tell u.did u make an effort to hear us out?.no.u didn't.

.u tell mi u feel hurt.den wad abt mi?.u jus blast mi thru e phone w/o finding e truth.how would i feel?.u sae im reasonable.den u?.r u reasonable?.ask mi to let her off wen she is e wan hu almoz killed mi wif all e tings she done.n did she tink before she do those tings to mi?can u stand n moi position n tink fer mi?.y r u so selfish?.

.dun sae sorrie to mi wen u r e wan hu make mi cry.i wun accept it.i wun.u shld noe y i cry.u push mi beyond e limit of wad i can tk n wad u sae.i dun accept ani apologies frm u two.no.wad r ur trying to do?.drive mi crazi?.let mi land in e state of depression?.u ask mi if i will feel gd.feel happi after i wrote all those nasty tings abt her.den i ask u.before she do aniting to mi.did she stand in moi position n tink.how would i feel?.if i realli suffer depression cus of ur.will ur b happi?will ur feel betta?.

.STAND IN MOI POSITION AND TINK.stop asking mi to tink fer her.

.will u still b bothered abt pple hu hurt u before?.No.

.bt will u still b bothered abt pple hu once hurt u.n nw.hurt u more den wad u hurt dem?.Yes.

.i dun gain aniting wen i sae abt u.bt dats wad i wanted to write out before i explode.my conscience is clear.wad abt u?.wad did u gain wen u did all those tings to mi?.a lie to cover up another?.

.DID U SEE A SINGLE TEAR WHEN U DID ALL THOSE TINGS TO MI?!.

.there u r crying all e wae.wad r u doing?dun tink dat by crying u will nt b needed to carry e responsibilities.n jus let others settle fer u.clear up e mess u made.if u c'tinue.u will b a loser.u will nv learn to b independent.no matter how mani problems u face.u still wun b strong.bt growing weaker each time.

.feeling sad fer u more den myself.

.its time to kp a distance before anione commit suicide or anione report police.

.we r no longer frens.no longer.we wun b frens animore.so dun wait fer dat dae to cum.it wun cum......

.Strangers now and ferever.

posted by elyn @9:03 AM
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