the chocoholic.

2008-02-18T13:38:00.003+08:00

Sorry, I think wordpress is better. =D

www.elynthechocoholic.wordpress.com

2008-02-14T23:06:00.013+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day! =)

Day spent at town was great especially with my sister around. =)

Sometimes I just wonder, why among everybody, it got to be him mann?

Jimmy, I didnt see for years, let alone bumping into him.

ZhengXian, I still bumped into him like 3 times a year.

As for him, I bumped like thats' no tomorrow!

Basket.

Anyway, lets me do a chop chop curry pok post. =)

Fish&Co cum Tiffany&Co necklace.

The very special chocolate from Fish&Co, the other piece is " One for you " but it has been eaten away. =D

Here's my Tiffany&Co necklace. =)

He said he drop the present, thats' why the heart became dented. *faint*

My little toe nail came off while trying to resist from the stupid kick-fighting!

*faint* Im glad CNY is over soon, if not, i'll have one colourless toe.

Anyway, day started late and ended early. Im tired also. =)

2008-02-13T22:05:00.003+08:00

I find wordpress pretty bored so decided to shift to blogspot. =)

I've been blogging all these while, so if you're wondering where my other post is, it's here,

www.elynthechocoholic.wordpress.com

2007-06-30T23:33:00.000+08:00

Alot of things have been left unsaid.

Guoyang is nice enough to queue up and surprise me with donuts for my birthday.
Ths is the fourth box I've recieved.

My favourite double chocolate!

sorry i can't resist the temptation.=p

Thanks to,
Hera, my uber funny store manager for the Mlphosis slipper.
Zen, my uber crappy supervisor for the DP top.
May, my ahlian senior at DP for the knickers.
Eric, my number 2 richest friend for the TS top.

and my aunties who will bless me with the more in time to come stuff. =)

2007-06-21T23:21:00.000+08:00

I'm finally free to blog, only for that few hours. =)

Updates on last week.

RenJie dear is back!
Lemon chocolate, Hazelnut Kitkat and I LOVE the super huge mango tic-tac! The best will save for the last. =)

Sun-tanning at Sentosa with Naz, Nouf and Jason was great to the extend that I have 3 days of sleepless night due to sun burnt. Painful, warm, stiff. Now my skin is peeling like nobody's buisness. This time round. I manage to protect my face. =)

I've been transfer from Bugis Seiyu to MSQ.
My last day at Seiyu, Lynn pull me to a corner and said something that was rather touching and I almost tear. May bought me muffins again and Hera promise to visit me. hahahaha.

This week.

All of us are rushing our FYP. Not complete and we are going back to school soon.

Not to mention about the work at MSQ, it sux big time.
RenJie dear's birthday and this time round, I've gotten him present! Dinner at 7,107 flavours was ok.

And today!
Mummy bought me strawberry cake. My sister bought me oreo cheesecake.
RenJie dear bought me unknown chocolate cake.

Ate 3 cakes in a day and I feel so fat now. boo!

And I gotten my present!
No Gucci, got Prada. =) RenJie dear came back from Italy, not only with my favourites chocolates, also with a Prada wallet for my birthday! =D And my second favourite is this.No.1 super rich friend, Jason bought me my so-longing-to-have perfume. DKNY red delicious! =)Meanwhile, thanks all the presents and wishes. =)

2007-06-07T11:43:00.000+08:00

Study work work study.
My colleagues are guessing when will I collapse, in fact they are already thinking how to handle me when I faint! Go topman to call for help? Drag? Step? We run away? Or what? -_- !

No worries! I'm still going strong mann! hahaha. =)

Cassandra and me get free Starbucks coffee, Banana Java Chips kopi! Nice! =)

We were holding on to tons of clothes, cursing and swearing away when a girl came in with a tray of regular Starbucks coffee. The anger that is within us suddenly gone. We took 4 cups, but Lynn don't want, then Elyn shall drink for her! hahaha.

2 regular Starbucks kopi made me super full.

May buy me muffins! Super nice muffins! She borrow me her bikini top for next monday sun-tanning. Erm... I'm still thinking whether to wear or not... Aunties flood e shop yesterday and both of us went bersek!

Kinder Bueno and Tau Hway.
Hera keep stuffing me with tau hway and Jason keep stuffing me with chocolates.
Why? "They are sweet enough to boost your energy and keep you alive at work. " -_-

That once in awhile chocolate suprise definitely made my day. Thanks. =)

RenJie dear is coming back tomorrow and I can't wait to meet him!!! =D

2007-05-31T10:59:00.000+08:00

Yesterday,

My boy ring me up and said, "Hello dear, I'm currently at Rome. Ok. Byebye." *Fainted*
Bevan ring me up and said, " I decided not to find any bei gu because....... ", it goes on.

I recieved more overseas call than local calls, and the conversation lasted for 30mins or more.
Yes! My hp bill is so going to cost a bomb this month. Thank God I'm working. If not, my mum will scream into my ear.

2007-05-29T09:17:00.000+08:00

RenJie dear is out of town, leaving me in singapore!

Bevan is at Beijing already.
Fine. He say he wanted to find a bei gu there. Goodness!
He is damn funny lah. Send me an invitation for the webcam and show me all sorts of stupid faces.

Brian is going to Shanghai and he knew I wanted to be out of town.
So, he give me a damn stupid idea.
"R bou you go JB custom then u-turn back lah. At least you leave Singapore for awhile."
*fainted*

Well! No worries Elyn! You are currently working and you've your own programmes too! =)
Yes. My friends are good enough to keep me entertained.=)

Chilling out, sun-tanning, shopping, blah blah blah....

I can have fun in Singapore too! =p

2007-05-27T20:29:00.000+08:00

First day at work.
Jason came over DP and gave me chocolates!

Royce chocolate!
Thankyou Guoyang! I appreciate that journey you took just to surprise me. =)

Double chocolate donuts!
Thankyou Bevan! I appreciate the time you took to queue up and wait for me to reach home that night, just to surprise me. =)

Chocolates and more chocolates!
Thankyou Bryan and Jason! I appreciate the little efforts you made just to surprise me. =)

I'm so blessed! =)

2007-05-26T11:55:00.000+08:00

I'm back to work at Dorothy Perkins.
But I will be at Bugis Seiyu instead of MSQ. =)

The pain is going going GONE! haha. I can lift my legs high high! I can climb the stairs! Most importantly, I can squat! ahhaha. =) Slight pain doesn't affect me.

Head to town with my boy yesterday.
Louis Vuitton, Gucci, Tiffany & Co., Hugo Boss, Bvlgari, Ferragamo, Dunhill.
Wahpiang! I only go Zara, Mango and Topshop. hahaha.

My birthday is less than a month away, I want that Gucci wallet. =p

Bevan is going Beijing tomorrow and my boy is going Italy on Monday.
I want to leave town also!!! =( Total sadness!

2007-05-24T23:08:00.000+08:00

I'm walking like some alien because the pain is unbearable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-23T21:57:00.000+08:00

"Please siam. Don't bump into me."
"Eh, walk slower, very painful you know?" I have been repeating this for like thousand of times.

My thighs and arms and stomach and everywhere is aching! Goodness. I can't walk, I can't take the stairs... boo!

Before I sit down, I will asked, " Eh, anything else you want me to do or where you want me to accompany you to? Don't have? Confirm don't have? Ok. I sit down already, don't ask me to stand up anymore. "

Sitting and standing can kill me! Ache like don't know what sia. My leg like so heavy also.

It was tough for me today because I've been walking around to do video cam, my final year project. Super tired!

I might go back to MSQ to work! Woohoo! Money here I come! hahaha. I've been really poor, but it didn't stop me from buying present for my boy! It has been planned! So happy. =)

Holidays are coming in two weeks' time! hahaha. =)
I've been rather shag because I'm stuck with tons of disgusting project! I want to get my project done asap before I go for holiday!

I'm collecting my N73 tomorrow! =) I miss my N73 terribly.
I really hate the LG hp, it's irritating me!

I forget to bring my hp to school today...
No hp = me walking around naked. A few people ring me up. And to you,
Im Sorry. Really Sorry.

2007-05-22T21:48:00.000+08:00

I wanted to spring very much during my last two rounds. But....

I think I have frighten everyone. Yes I do. It's the sharp pain that made me collapse. I was behind the big big mattress then. Beside Samuel, who is behind me, nobody can see me.

GuoYang: "I sense that's something wrong with you. Who knows you suddenly disappear after I sms!"
Me: " hahaha. So you spotted me behind the big mattress."
GuoYang: "I panic sia."

Stupid hamster... says:
u scared me on this also
Stupid hamster... says:
after i finish the run then i turn my head and jus cant find you
Stupid hamster... says:
i run the whole place and even went to toilet and scream for you.
Stupid hamster... says:
still cannot find sia... i panic.

Denise: "I buy you food tomorrow."
Me: "Don't need. haha."

Yes. Everybody is searching for me. Basically, I made everyone panic. So sorry.

Fever is attacking me! My whole body ache like fuck... Beside that, I'm fine. =)

A Quick One

2007-05-20T17:09:00.000+08:00

Yesterday someone ring me up at 8pm and said, " Eh, accompany me to TAMPINES, I meet you 8.30pm at Bishan control station." I was like, "Huh?! Wtf?! Among all places, why TAMPINES?!" Anyway, that was a quick meeting.

It takes me less than 10mins to travel from my house to the mrt station. I was like some cheongster because I don't wish to meet my parents halfway. I even give up taking the lift. I was like flying down the stairs. For once, I feel so light.

By the time I reach Tampines was already like 10pm. Upon reaching, this person bought me a Cornetto ice-cream and a bar of Kinder Breuno, to get me ready to listen.
Erm... that was a wrong choice because I was busy eating. =p

I heard you and somehow I'm touched.

Thankyou. I appreciated it. But I'm sorry.

2007-05-19T13:23:00.000+08:00

Today is saturday and I'm at home. Home alone makes me even more sian. I will be super free the whole day. I suppose I will stare blankly at my lappy for the next 12hours.

Next tuesday will be my napfa and I'm still very-not-motivated to train for it.
I wanted to get a gold very much, but now... it seem like I'm more prepare to recieve a piece of "Thank You For Your Participation" paper....

2007-05-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

Hey girl,

I really didn’t know what to say to you after seeing your msg. No doubt that somehow we have been drifted apart. I guess the problem lies on me. I didn’t want any company.

My heart is in a confused mode now. I didn’t want to do anything with anyone. That’s why I have been lazing at Coffee Bean for some drinks and spending time alone. If not, I will just roam around the shopping mall.

I find myself withdrawing from the group too. I’m not being anti-social to anyone. I just don’t feel like talking. No valid reason why I became like that. Friends around me message me saying that I have changed. Yes. I agree. I find that I can’t communicate with anyone.

Perhaps I’m just trying too hard to please the people around me. Now, I just find it needless.

For the past few weeks, friends had been asking me, “Hey. How’s you and him?” This is the questions that I will never want to answer. They will keep asking till they get the answer. I know that they are concern about me. But I just can’t bring myself to answer them. I realized it can be irritating.

I find that there’s no point explaining to people about why I’m doing this, why I’m doing that. I get sick of everything. Now, I’m just letting my yes be yes and my no be no. I know then, people will have something to say about me. Well, go ahead. As long as I think I’m right. Then just let my right be right. It shouldn’t be a problem, as long as, I know I will apologize when I’m at fault.

I try putting myself in his shoes because I really want to understand how he felt. Now, I know. How irritating we girls can be sometime. In fact, it should be most of the time. And it will never change.

You will have a different views in what I’ve said. But now, that’s me.

Well, we will still be good friends. We will still go for movies and pepper lunch. We will still talk about anything under the sun. No worries, you will still be my sweetie pie, who never stop farting and burping! =)

2007-05-18T09:21:00.000+08:00

Things will go exceptionally well when you don't think about it.
So, come on Elyn, don't think, don't think...

Away all those emo shit.
I've been rather happy with all my sweeties, I mean it. Out of the sudden, I feel that I'm somehow lucky to have them. =)

They accompany me to anywhere, everywhere. In fact, they do anything just to make me happy. Bevan buy me double chocolate donut. PeckLu buy me cheese tart. Lance buy me brownie.

After browsing through Royce chocolate website, I'm abit tempted to buy. =p Chocolate is the best damn thing to have when you are unhappy, I'm serious.

I know this is abit out of point but still, I must blog.
I'm currently outside LTK, sitting alone with my lappy when this malay boy with braces came walking towards my direction. He smile and say hello to me- a few seconds ago. And now, he is sitting at the next table, two steps away from me. =)

NO Candy, NO Pat and NO Syidah. Nobody else, ONLY ME! Pat and Candy will be very very jealous of me. wahahaha. =)

Suddenly, I forgot what I wanted to blog.

15mins later.

I really forgot what I want to say....

2007-05-14T17:56:00.000+08:00

Fear will kill me. I felt so painful.
Someone please give me morphine.

2007-05-10T21:02:00.000+08:00

The minute I reach J8 yesterday, I went into Coffee Bean.
I decided to have some quiet time with myself, nobody else. Bought an ice-blended mocha and very quickly, I buried all-my-unexplainable-emotions by studying.

During our fyp meeting, I wasn't paying attention, not giving any ideas either. Somehow, I feel bad because I'm the leader and I'm not doing the the talking.

Today tutorial, I've been describe as,
demure. quiet. deep in thoughts. laugh loudly. anorexic. too skinny. run too much. eat too less. pretty. blur. friendly. extovert.

Remember what I once said? I'm not what you think.

2007-05-07T23:32:00.000+08:00

Get ready your popcorn for another new drama series.

2007-05-05T23:17:00.000+08:00

If only there isn't any friendster, I won't be seeing things that I don't want to!
I only get damn bloody pissed off.

Fuck.

2007-05-03T16:31:00.000+08:00

I'm rotting away at home because today is e-learning day!

E-learning day = no school = holiday = sleep more. =)

How I wish I can have more e-learning day! =)

After sleeping for eh...1...4...6... hours, I decided to start studying. But somehow, cms don't allow me to. I've been clicking the "Begin Learning" button for freaking 1 hours, still, I can't access!

Apparently, the school system is damn lousy!

NewYork NewYork with Denise yesterday was great. Halfway through the conversation, I get abit angry. Next minute, I'm cursing away. Terrible me.

Earlier one, I accompany her to FEP for haircut and she was quite satisfied. I realised the salon has alot of weird machine.

First was Syidah, then Denise.

Initially, I was still thinking when will I have the money to highlight my hair. But now, it seem like I don't have to worry about it!

The hairstylist approach me to be her model and I so happen to be under the highlight segment. After which, I will recieved two free treatment using either Shiseido or Loreal products. I'm so happy because I can save 100 bucks for something else. =)

A few days back, I send a msg with an attach photo to my boy, asking him if it's nice. This is what he reply me.

Soon after I recieved this, he ring me up and say I waste his money on sending me mms and dowloading my photos. -_-!

He tend to irritate me but very quickly, he will say stupid things to make me laugh. So it prove that he has some, yes! SOME awareness. =p Nevertheless, he is still my beloved boy. =)

Alright, I'm going to write out my time-table, if not, I'm going to fail exam. Why? Because I always bring the WRONG book! But before that, tell me if this look nice on me. =)

2007-04-30T18:12:00.000+08:00

I'm rather pissed off.
It has been shown that I'm not paranoid! This asshole is definitely driving me nuts. Hey! What's e next look alike? Bra or Panty?

Another freak is so going to be our laughing stock!
Never did I expect this freak to do such a stupid thing. Totally wtf! Talk to my hand the next time. I don't want to see your face. Is totally an insult to be your friend.

If only they didn't irritate me, I won't be scolding and cursing them here!
This is a total waste of time!

2007-04-28T16:28:00.000+08:00

I can't believe that I will wake up at 8am on saturday morning just to attend SHS conference.
That's totally amazing.

I'm so freaking tired now.

My stomach is so damn bloated.
Chicken rice, fish soup, mee hoon, buffet, otah and peanut butter toast.
I'm feeling abit uncomfortable now. And what's worst, I think I'm going to have stingray for dinner later.

Anyway, I think I better go for my run before it rain!
Byee.

2007-04-25T19:48:00.000+08:00

They can't think.
Anger cloud B's mind and C lives in the echos of her own thoughts.

Swollen eyes.
Thanks to them that I ended up having only 3 hours of sleep and have to drag myself out of e bed e next morning.

Yiwen came at the right time. It's really great to have Yiwen's company! =)

2007-04-24T21:22:00.000+08:00

I want some peace.
No dramatic stories. No stupid jokes.

The best is to tell me nothing.

2007-04-23T18:15:00.000+08:00

I saw this red Adidas Supernova Light 6 running shoes online and I'm so gonna buy it.

I go to school for project meeting meeting projects.
Work are piling up and I find it abit difficult to catch up. Clinical theory test on 10th may and my book is still blank. Also, I've decided to go for the napfa test which is on 8th may. I only want to run, nothing else.

In 2 weeks' time, I'm going to cut and highlight my hair. I simply can't stand seeing my hair so lifeless and dull.

I'm a little excited about the next photoshoot that's coming up.
I've yet to get my clothings because I'm too busy. Glenn will accompany me to get the clothes soon. Due to my hectic scedule, I have to keep postponing the date. Somehow, he is very patience with me. =p Anyway, this time round, I'm going to have my sweetie pie, Jasmine with me for the photoshoot. =)

After seeing my top 15 must buy list, I find it impossible for me to save $.
Alright, I'm going to do my project research and get my nails file and polish.
Bye.

2007-04-21T20:23:00.000+08:00

The top 15 MUST buy:
1- a set of bikini for sun-tanning.
2- a swimming suit for swimming.
3- a pair of adidas track shoes.
4- a set of adidas sportwear.
5- a levis ladies jeans.
6- a denim shorts.
7- a denim skirts.
8- a pair of sandals.
9- a pair of sunglasses.
10- a pair of new spectacles.
11- a espirit watch.
12- a new perfume.
13- a new wallet with a new photograph.
14- a few more bags and clothes.
15- a adidas jacket.

Giving him surprise, seeing his smile, makes me happy too. =)

2007-04-20T21:05:00.000+08:00

Without us, the scrub nurse, I see how the surgeon is going to survive in the OT!

It has been quite sometime since I last went running. I almost drop dead on the floor after 4 rounds. I'm still thinking if I should take the napfa test or not. If yes, I must go running everyday. If not, I can just stay at home and sleep.

There's alot of things that I need to do.

But most importantly, I need to learn how to smile and present myself first. =)

Out of the sudden, I'm craving for donuts.

I want a dozen of donuts!!!

2007-04-19T21:14:00.000+08:00

Wash and scrub and wash and scrub.
Everybody in the clinical lab has been washing and scrubing their hands for freaking TWO hours!

The way we scrub our hands is like how mummy scrub our clothes.
One finger. Four sides. Scrub 30times for each side.
Wrist to elbow is divided into six region. Scrub 30times for each side.

I don't want to be an OT nurse. My hand will rot!
The scrub is the same as what my dad use to scrub the floor. Goodness!

I feel like shit.
Sore throat, flu and headache is killing me.

I get irritated easily every now and then. I try to avoid it by, " Talk Less Work More" , which I know it won't help.

I didn't see him for 5 days. Somehow I miss him...

2007-04-18T22:24:00.000+08:00

Vivo-ed with Bevan, the god damn hilarious friend of mine.
A free ride from school to vivo and back home.

Finally, we bought Guoyang's birthday present with the security tag on.
We drop the idea of going back to get it remove because we are already on the way to bishan for dinner. So, let Guoyang do the job. =p

Yesterday,
Meet up with Lance, Germaine and Evonne at Esplanade's Haagen Dazs for chocolate fondue! We keep talking and practically forget about the time. They are damn funny lah. =)

Ok. I'm going to sleep. byebye

2007-04-15T21:57:00.000+08:00

Photoshoot at chinese garden was fun but tiring.
At the end of the day, i became damn messy smelly dirty sticky.

Dinner with jasmine and the photographer, eric and glenn, at cartel was great.

Earlier on this morning, i hit my butt while trying to get down from the chair. It was very painful to the extend that i fainted outside the storeroom. I thought the pain would subside very quickly, but i was wrong.

The pain became worst. I started sweating. I could neither see nor hear anything. The next minute, I'm on the floor. The process is damn torturing.

Dad say my face went pale. I couldn't talk at all then. All I heard is the wong wong wong sound, nothing else.

Now my butt is damn pain lah.

Holiday ended.
I'm going to have a good rest now and get ready for school tomorrow!

2007-04-12T19:01:00.000+08:00

I'm going swimming running, running swimming.
It has been a donkey years since I last step into swimming complex.

Lance, my new friend, she is going to teach me swimming! I'm so excited about it. =) Firstly, I need to get myself a swimming suit. Secondly, a new pair of running shoes. My current running shoes has wear off.

I'm bull-shitting if I say I want to lead a healthy lifestyle. It's all about diet.

2007-04-02T21:19:00.000+08:00

This attachment is so different from my other posting.
No doubt that its' rather challenging for me.

2007-03-31T11:39:00.000+08:00

Sakae was cancelled and I went pizza-hut-ting with my boy. =)

From tomorrow onwards, I have to go IMH myself. No free ride from my dad unless I end work at 9pm. Why? Out of the way. I know I have to take bus 88 to reach IMH, as for where to alight? I really don't know.

No free ride=wake up at 5am. !@#$% It sounded rather dreadful.

2007-03-29T14:09:00.000+08:00

A few days back, this long lost friend of mine ring me up.
Is good to catch up with old friends, but, this friend of mine has another intention for calling me.

I don't know how to stop this situation from happening. I will say, this friend is just another typical b*****d.

Do they know what they are doing?
I hate it.

I do not have much programmes during this one week holiday. I'm rotting away at home. Finally, I get to meet my boy later for dinner and Sakae with Denise tomorrow! =)

2007-03-28T12:55:00.000+08:00

Yucks! I pui pui pui!
I have to soak myself in a bathtub with Dettol and rinse my mouth with one gallon of Listerine.

Another week of holiday is here.

Went town with Candy yesterday.
Crystal Jade, shopping, Coffee Bean. I love going out with her. =)

2007-03-15T15:38:00.000+08:00

I fail my 2037, nursing science. boo!

I went back school for remedial. There's like...less than 10 people. My concentration span is so short. I started drawing and dreaming.

We head to town immediately after the remedial. After much consideration, I decided to buy the jumper and got myself a top from my aunty's shop, Spellbound. The top is free free free! =)

After that, we went Far East and Syidah went to cut and rebond her hair. Her fringe look like year 1's Candy. The present that I give her is, sit there and accompany her for 2hours ++. =) No doubt that I almost doze off.

This is her and her new haircut.

This is Valere. correct spelling? She's 2 yrs old but she tell everybody that she's 5yrs old. Yes. Her thinking, the way she talk, the things she play with, is exactly like 5yrs old. She don't play with barbie doll neither bai jia jia jiu.

As long as your skin is thicker than the elephant, you can bring her out for shopping or dining. Find your house too peaceful? She will create havoc for you. You must be thinking that she's naughty. But no, she's not. She's uber cute and clever. A genius, that's what I call her. She bring fun, joy and laughter to everybody. I want a daughter like her too! =)

You cannot put Brandon and Valere together. They will tear down the house.

I'm going for attachment next week. That's pretty fast. I'm going to see babies and more babies. =)

I can't wait to graduate...

2007-03-12T22:38:00.000+08:00

It swollen again.I begin to doubt about my health...

Dad and mum keep asking to take chicken essence. It won't help anyway. I always fall asleep after drinking. We went ntuc and...

Dad: "Liping, you always so late then sleep, so weak some more, I buy you chicken essence,ok?"

Me: " No. It won't help. I will still fall asleep. I want bird nest."

I was just joking. But... Ok. I'm drinking bird nest everyday now. hahaha. =)

For the past few days, I've been sleeping like a log. If not for the phone calls, I guess I won't wake up.

Exam result will be out at 12am. I'm going to die of anxiety attack. Whatever my result is, I will accept it with a SMILE. =) Do you believe me?

I said byebye to emo days.

2007-03-10T23:10:00.000+08:00

When you realised that you have thunder thighs and flabby arms.
When you realised that yours fats start drooling out from the pants.
When you realised that you can see your tummy when wearing shirt.
When your surrounding friends start saying, " Why your face so swollen?! Look like apple!"

You SHOULD EAT LESS and start RUNNING.

No chocolates.
No ice-cream.
No fastfood.
No sweets.
No snacks.

2007-03-10T13:49:00.000+08:00

Thursday.
I went IT show with my boy. He bought himself a MIO lappy and I'm super jealous. After that, we went to have steamboat for dinner. I'm dying to have this jumper that I saw at Topshop, and so, he help me pay for it! =)

Friday.
I went over to his house. I help him with his jigsaw puzzle which is almost complete. We play PS2 together. Fun fun fun!

One more week to go before he go for his re-service and I will go for my attachment.

I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM! =)

Everybody's birthday is coming. And I tell myself that I must buy for them because they have been buying for me for the past few years. So now I'm thinking what to buy for them and at the same time, I need to be more thrifty because I'm not working anymore.

I want to dye my hair but mummy say no. So, I'm stuck with my black hair.
It's all for my own good anyway.

I'm going window shopping later and meet my ah boy.
byebye.

2007-03-07T22:56:00.000+08:00

I'm wearing this overdue contact lens and its making my eyes BLIND.
I'm too poor to buy a new pair.

The fall made me abit dumber, I think. Nevertheless, I know what I want to do after I graduate next year april. Air-stewardess aside. Mummy and Daddy wants me to go university. I'm going to start from the scratch again. Well, I'm still young!

Meet my three pretty darlings today.
We have baked rice again! Yes! Again! We went Haagen Dazs for ice-cream too. =) It's me who initiate to go for ice-cream session. That's because I'm dying to eat my cookies and cream.

We went Topshop and, we take and take and take and try and try and try AND dump everything into the box. That's a NONO habit. People like me who once stand outside the fitting room will understand.

We eat, we play, we climb, we laugh, we gossip. We have FUN! =)
We will meet again very soon. =) =)

2007-03-04T23:43:00.000+08:00

I guess nobody will be as clumsy as I do.
I slip and fell in the toilet. Hit my head and landed in A&E.

The pain is still there. It went down my neck then shoulder.
Its' indeed a bad fall.

boo!

2007-03-01T13:54:00.000+08:00

"Don't expect too much from me." It sounded rather harsh.

When I stop, there's neither care nor concern.

Am I trying too hard to get this person's attention? I asked myself.
In the first place, nothing was recieved. So, think again, does it really matter?

Out of the sudden, I feel so hurt.

You neglected my feelings, not me.

2007-02-28T14:17:00.000+08:00

I bought a pair of shoes from crocos. That's for attachment use. I've been thinking whether to buy or not, because its' kind of expensive. And yes, I bought it, because it's super comfy.

Ros dear and Candy bought it like...half year ago. And I bought it just two days ago?! Imagine how long I take to consider. =p

Everybody went for work. Leaving, "The Wall and I". I'm terribly bored. And I started to paint my nails, go for a hair cut. Now, my fringe is short.

Since its raining, I shall get back to sleep. I guess this is how I am going to spend my next 2weeks holiday.

2007-02-27T21:13:00.000+08:00

I recieved a bad news this morning which literally makes me restless for the rest of the day.

Dad: "LiPing, when is the last time you saw her?"
Me: "Chinese New Year lah. I call her so loudly and you were asking me who am I shouting at."
Dad: "Yah. She passed away."

My jaw drop open. I'm SHOCKED shocked shocked shocked. I'm lost for words. I don't know what to answer next.

She sees me grow up. We always chat. She always takecare of me when ahma goes market. When I was still a kid, I always want to go her house. After I moved back to my own house, which is 2years ago, I didn't get to see her until last week, when I go ahma's house bai nian. I'm so happy that I call her out so loudly.

And today, she's gone.

This is the 3rd post.
The 3rd post that I wrote, someone who once play a part in my life, passed away.

I hate this feeling. This reminds me of the previous 2 persons, who I were once close with, left me. I overcome one, and after a few months, I recieved another.

The toughest thing is,
No one can help me to overcome, except myself.

2007-02-26T14:48:00.000+08:00

I've tidy my storeroom. I've wash my clothes. and it start raining.

I'm back, sitting in front of my lappy. Chewing my chocolate, viewing everybody's friendster and reading everybody's blog.

I'm meeting Syidah and Candy for dinner at NewYork NewYork later. I can't wait to see them. They will say all funny things and made me laugh. And so, I won't think about e heavy rain that arrive after I hang my clothes out. It always happen to me, and that's fustrating.

I can't stop cursing and swearing now.

2007-02-25T21:20:00.000+08:00

Embarrassed!
I never felt so embarrassed before.

Is all about, " The Zip".

Headache.
Inside my head, I felt something pulling. It gives me a feeling that my head is about to spilt into two, this happen everyday. And I get annoyed. This temper of mine is getting bad.

Alot of things I want are way beyond my reach. I don't dream to have all this things, not until today. Unless, any of you want to buy for me, if not, I won't buy it. I will be more than willing to accept it. =)

He wants to go Italy. And seriously, he affect me alot. I want to go Dubai. I want to go Frankfurt. I didn't find out more about e country. I get him to show me instead. And I'm dying to go. For one moment, I wish he was a billionare.

Indeed, human thinking change with time.

I'm getting abit vain, abit brand conscious. I doubt this is a good sign. No money, no talk. I don't talk about it because I can't afford it.

As simple as that. =)

2007-02-24T22:01:00.000+08:00

I've been sitting in front of my lappy since I woke up.

Bio paper yesterday.
I keep reading my martini and lecture notes until my brain stop functioning. It start functioning after an hour of rest. I can't sleep. The minute I close my eyes, I find myself memorising my lecture notes. That's stupid.

To say, I only have an hour of sleep and I wake up to study again, because I have yet to finish studying. I didn't go home after my bio paper. I went to his house. I still manage to catch some sleep, which is like half an hour, before the air-con uncle came knocking on the door.

Well, I'm energetic still, so, lets go town!

We went to watch Protege.
Daniel Wu, another handsome chap in e movie. =) We head for dinner after that and I got the wrong serving. I ALWAYS GET THE SAH LAH SERVING! I don't know why.

Went outback steakhouse, I order something that suppose to be grilled chicken. But, I ended up getting fried chicken. Well, never mind. I keep quiet. Yesterday, my order should be baked fish. But, I ended up getting grilled salmon. Fainted. This happened at the wrong time. I feel so sick yesterday and I know I will throw my temper anytime.

But still, I keep my cool.

I don't want to be emo shit because I have to overcome all over again. I don't like it.

Holiday is here! I can sleep, play, eat all alone.
He is working. My girls are having exams. Dino is having her attachment first.

3 weeks later, will be my turn. I'm going to wear my nurse uniform and wake up very early. Meawhile, I will just entertain myself with tv programmes.

2007-02-21T00:47:00.000+08:00

Taxi uncle, the silent killer.
He almost took my life away with his silent fart. The taxi is damn fucking smelly, I tell you!

I was enjoying the scenery outside, when the fart came. Slowly, the smell gets stronger, and is killing me bit by bit. The chances of getting "Pneumothorax=filthy air filled my lungs" at that moment seems to be very high.

The entire journey seem so long then.

2007-02-18T22:43:00.000+08:00

It has been answered. I'm amazed. I thank You. =)
I love him. =)

I'm surprise by the change in this person. But, I'm sorry.

2007-02-17T00:09:00.000+08:00

One more pappeerrrr!
Been mugging like mad. No supp paper, please!

I bought a tube dress from club marc and a pair of heels. I still have one more set of clothes to buy, and its' going to be my super last minute shopping. I want that tube dress from Zara so much, but I can't find.

Valentines' Day.
We went Outback Steakhouse for dinner. I love his company. =)

Alright, I'm going to tidy my room before I celebrate cny.

Happy New Year! =)

2007-02-05T13:39:00.000+08:00

I grow up together with my sweetie HsinPei and DaiYing! =)

Our secondary school days...

And today...

My poly years with Candy....

When we were Year ONE...

Thats' our horrifying year one. No make-up just a light touch-up, our always "good hair day".

When we were Year TWO...

And today...
I realise I didn't change much.

2007-02-04T23:57:00.000+08:00

Today is my last day at dp. Damn sad.

ChinLing and Mar got me 2 tops from ebase. Enrei treat me KFC and ice-cream. So nice of them. Anyway, thankyou. =) After work, went Mustafa with Enrei. She's finding PSP for mr. SL. She's a nice gf afterall.

I'm putting weight. Super fustrated. I must lose weight before CNY! =)

2007-01-30T23:36:00.000+08:00

So close...

I went on despite knowing the fact that I can't afford to lose.
My action is irredemable.

I was calm then.

2007-01-29T00:06:00.000+08:00

Today is ahma's birthday and I get to see Brandon.
He pronouce star as tar, oval as o-var in a super soft and gentle tone. When he get it right, he clap hands. He's super cute.

Steph asked me to come back for work after exam. I'm so happy about it. As I was about to share this good news with Mar, Enrei came in and tell me that e fucker has been transfer to MSQ! wtf. She's suppose to be at Seiyu!

My goodness gracious! How am I suppose to work with her? I don't want to talk to her, neither does she wants to talk to me. Basically, we hate each other very much.

Enrei put us different shift but to no avail.

That person always sleep during breaktime. Now I shall see how's she going to sleep in that fucking small storeroom with that fucking narrow walk way. No matter which fucking corner she take, she will still be blocking everybody's way.

Whatever! Neither of us will stay very long at MSQ.

I should be halfway through my 2117, but I always ended up sitting in front of my lappy, typing away. Handphone start ringing, msg keep coming in. Before you know next, I'm hugging my 2117 lecture notes to sleep.

Ok. I feel like slapping myself.

I will start tonight....

2007-01-27T00:32:00.000+08:00

I finally get to see WanXuan after so many months. We went Cafe Cartel for dinner just now and our stomach almost burst after eating the seafood platter.We complete our dinner with ice-cream!

We have a long good chat and I certainly hope to meet up with her soon! =)

Been eating McSpicy and Zinger recently.Now the sight of chicken makes me feel nausea. Adding the chicken wings and chicken cutlet that I have just now, makes me even want to puke.

For e next few weeks, I will be busy mugging for my upcoming exams. The thought of an hour of sleep a day makes me feel even worst. I need Nescafe again. =(

I'm quitting my job. My last day will be on 4Feb. Super unwilling to leave. Though is only 2 months plus, I'm already having fun, joy and laughter with all my colleagues.

They has not been very understanding recently. I don't know why. Even my sis is getting on my nerves sometime. All of us are tired, I guess.

I'm super excited over what to wear during CNY. I WANT DRESSES! =)

Before I know, my concealer is used up, foundation is finishing, left with one pc of biore blackhead remover and my make-up remover is finishing too... Goodness, if I don't make-up now, I will scare people with my pale looking face and dark circles. Though sometimes I really can't be bother.

Whatever... I'm turing in. Take care peeps and study hard!

2007-01-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

I've been craving for donuts since last year and I finally get to eat it today!
I'm the most happiest girl today, I tell you.

Chinling queue for 3hours just to get us donuts. So sweet of her!

Now I'm in love with double chocolate donuts instead of chicago cheesecake. =)

2007-01-23T23:43:00.000+08:00

I won't made anyone important.
I won't made anyone love me.
I won't do anything to make anyone happy.
I won't cry for anybody.

I made myself important.
I love myself.
I let myself be happy.
I won't pity myself.

If you think I'm too scary to be with, then keep a miles away from me.

2007-01-21T22:31:00.000+08:00

Mix around with steph and u will blurt out vulgar language.
Thats' what I'm doing now after I heard what Enrei say.

My heart sink to e bottom of don't where. Heart break into 10...20...100 pieces.
No doubt that I'm feeling upset and angry and disappointed after I know e truth. But somehow, I'm glad about it. =)

Steph knock some sense into me today. I swear I won't be like how I used to be. Not anymore. Today, she nb me, cb me, dl with me. Basically fuck me upside down. She hit me real hard in my arms till I feel my own bones.

We are not fighting. She's so motherly to me. She tell me e importance of learning to walk on my own. To love myself.

She's super power. Ah lian also lose out to her, I tell you.

Even if I fail my bio pratical (choychoychoy), I will still be happy.

Exam is coming and I have a few meetings waiting for me. Meet up with all my darlings, meet up with winston after 6years, chalet with DP staff, Denise and her Sakae, Candy and her belated Sakae, blablabla.

I can't wait for that day to come! =)

2007-01-20T11:38:00.000+08:00

I FOUND IT!

Lets label this person R.

R said, "I have, but didn't use for quite sometime."
two weeks later.
R said, "No lah, who say I have?"
fine then.

FUCK YOU! You are unfortunate tht I found it. I hate being kept in the dark and finding things out on my own.

Silence doesn't mean I'm unaware of what's happening!

2007-01-17T21:40:00.000+08:00

It's better to lose my pride with someone I love rather than to lose someone I love with my useless pride.

2007-01-16T22:48:00.000+08:00

Keeping quiet may not be e best choice afterall.
I've lost my fucking pride.

Be glad, I'm still living well under the care of all my sweetie pie. =)

2007-01-08T23:34:00.000+08:00

This break that I take is too long and now its time to go back.

2007-01-07T00:06:00.000+08:00

The more I wait, the more disappointed I get.

I didn't went school on friday, partly is due to headache. Been having headache recently. I'm rushing my presentation now. Presenting pathophysiology is a big NONO for me but still, I have to do it.

Whatever that I thought will happen, happened. Thats' pretty surprising.

2007-01-04T21:41:00.000+08:00

Don't set high hopes for 2007.
I don't want to fall hard like 2006.

I don't dream, I don't wish, I don't set, I don't promise, I don't...

Too much to think. My hair is falling till I have to consume vitamins everyday.
So, lets keep everything simple.

I've been transfer from Suntec to MarinaSquare. Is not as easy as what I thought.

Shall stop here.

2006-12-27T23:55:00.000+08:00

His life play like a film without music.

He went through all e pain. He finally get over. He met a new girlfriend. He get marry. He is going to be daddy in 2months' time.

but, he's gone.

I was stunned. I cry. My heartache.

Someone who used to play with me, teach me, joke with me is gone. Be it 5years or 10years, I thought somehow someday I will be more than happy to see him on e street...but not anymore.

Till today, I can't accept e fact that he has left this place....

I will keep e memories with me.

2006-12-25T10:56:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas!

Enrei give me moomoo! She's super funny lah and we're going shopping together.
Shahrul give me tshirt from miss selfridge.
Darryl give me a photo frame, but you have to connect with e usb thingy. i dont know how to say either.

The rest have yet to collect lol.

Today, everyone at DP is exchanging xmas present. I'm not excited anymore cause I KNOW WHAT THEY BUY except for Shanti's and Linda's. Everybody saw e present and everybody don't want to take. But they have no choice lah. haha.

I'm going Daniel Yam with Zen to see dresses today! She is buying dress for her ROM.
Alright, I will stop here cause Jeremy is meeting me to give me present! haha.

2006-12-22T11:16:00.000+08:00

All I want for Christmas is you!
So nice so nice.

Everybody at DP is exhanging xmas present. Goodness! What should I buy?

2006-12-18T21:22:00.000+08:00

The time has come to change my ways.

I will fight to remain.

2006-12-17T11:24:00.000+08:00

Everything happen too fast.

2006-12-16T00:12:00.000+08:00

Faith and Perseverance play a big role now and in time to come.
I thank God that everyone keeps me smiling.

Friends like...
Candy, Denise, GuoYang and Rehan always remind me to stay strong.

And to the one who email me, thanks for your advice and concern. =)

Surprise from...
Jeremyfoo, who is once my cell leader, is meeting me for breakfast.
ChungSiong and Kelvin keep reminding me, whatever decision I have made, I must perserve on and not lose faith.

This is pretty surprising though they always come in at the right time.

Christmas is coming.
What do you want for christmas?

2006-12-09T10:16:00.000+08:00

My heart hurts, don't ask me why.
Though I know my decision will keep me going through hell, I'll keep it going.

Just keep me smiling.

2006-12-07T20:01:00.000+08:00

I realised how much I love him after all that has had happened.

I Love You.

2006-12-04T09:46:00.000+08:00

I shall love my suffering and not resist or flee from them.
It is my aversion of hurt, nothing else.

2006-11-25T23:17:00.000+08:00

I want to go Redang Island but he wants to go Italy first. FINE then.

I went running in the morning and late evening, but....
I was told that my running is more like walking. I don't know what to say. I will spread my legs wide to run then.

He taught me how to RUN. Coming up next is swimming. Not to mention about the comments and everything. He just bombard you like nobody's business. But he's right.

I went to TTSH to see his grandmum. She definitely look different from the first time I saw her. Well, I won't elaborate much on her condition. Hopefully, everything will be fine.

2006-11-25T00:01:00.000+08:00

My throat is killing me!
Knowing that the other party is down with serious cough and flu, still, we are sharing happily.

I'm going running. Run 6rounds, the most 8rounds, possible 10rounds.
The thought of running makes me smile, cause I'm going to burn all my fats. Wahaha. =)

My head hit the model's hand and then one big BALUKU came out. Pain like hell.

Went town with Candy today. I don't even remember when was the last time I went town. No time and no money for shopping. Studying and working is enough to keep me busy like shit.

Orchard is always so happening lah. Furthermore, Christmas is like less than one month away. Everybody shop like they don't have to pay. Christmas decoration is up. Every shop is playing Christmas carol.

Last year Christmas is kind of screwed up.
I don't know what my Christmas will be like this year. Nothing special I guessed. Maybe I will be staying at home, snoring away.

Whatever, my mind is blank now.

Pens off. Good Night.

2006-11-17T22:37:00.000+08:00

I treasure the good times so dearly because I don't get it anymore.

Till today,
I didn't get my answer. I don't know what is on your's mind.
You refuses to tell me anything. You refuses to let me ask more.

What I've recieved last time is not the same as what I've recieved today.

No matter what I do now, I could never win you over because,

Your Heart, Your Mind and Your Soul is at somewhere else.

I'm having full of fears and insecurities.

2006-11-16T23:42:00.000+08:00

I'm free today.

Thats' only for today and tomorrow. I will be working for almost everyday. No time to study. So, I have to pay attention during lectures. Time passed so much faster when I pay attention. Isn't it great? =)

Meet RenJie dear today! Its' great to see him again. =)
And he surprise me with my super early christmas' present!

Its' a Mont Blanc bracelet. Yes. This is equivalent to my one months' pay! I almost fainted. Anyway, thanks dear! =)

Tomorrow lesson start at 12pm, but still, I need to have my beauty sleep as soon as possible. Because! I'm deprieved of sleep!

2006-11-14T12:10:00.000+08:00

I'm currently at school computer lab. I really don't know what to do during my 3hours' break.

Everything is still the same. My daily life routine is basically the same. school, work, meet my boy, home.

Lectures still understandable.
Work still managable.

Attended 3 days of training at starhub and left on-the-job training day. They gave me their starhub working pass and I'm still thinking how to return to them. If not, I have to pay $50. Nobody ring me up, anyway.

I went to get my black pants at mlphosis yesterday. My black pants is freaking long and mlphosis don't provide aleration. Well, in the end, I have to get renjie's mummy to alter for me. thankyou.

Lecture starting soon. I shall stop here then. takecare peeps. =)

2006-11-12T23:39:00.000+08:00

This thing is getting abit out of hand.
Everybody wants a say.

I'm feeling abit not right.
Please don't let the history repeat again.

2006-11-11T01:35:00.000+08:00

Time check 130am and I'm still damn energetic!

Don't know what makes me so energetic lah. Maybe because I'm taking away all those unnecessary burden.

Laughing away in school. Busy studying. And now, I'll be busy working also.
Good thing is, I don't have to hear anymore nagging from my parents. I don't have to take $ from them.

You know, sometimes, its good to be independent.

Anyway, I think I better go to sleep, because, tomorrow will be another busy day.

2006-11-10T10:56:00.000+08:00

I saw the truth and I know the truth.
I saw the other side of everybody and they saw the other side of me.

Everyone is at fault, including myself. I am nobody to say who's right and wrong.
Then who are you to say?

Hypocrite? Who's not, you tell me?
You are also one.

Since this is the case, then no one is at fault. Because, this is HUMAN NATURE.

Now I clearly see.

As long as I still stay in this place, I will beware of the people around me.
If not, i'll die staying here.

2006-11-08T17:03:00.000+08:00

Unwise decision, thinking, ideas.

Ideas were given but to no avail. So, keep my mouth shut. This is horrifying and worst than what I've thought. It seem like I've just wake up from a nightmare. Cleverest and Stupidest. We are no one to judge. But practically everyone including me, has been label as one.

Thousands of conflicts among each other. I'm sick of it. Don't you? We can't possibly please everyone.

Girls or even guys gossip about one another. But how long can this last? How long can you hate this person? How long can you critise this person? I don't believe topics will run out if we don't critise.

My biggest terror is to stay in the class where humans fighting among each other to be the top student and to boast about their result.

I don't call this a class anymore.

2006-11-05T22:32:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I went to watch "The Grudge 2" with guoyang. I didn't pay for the movie ticket. He say he feel so bored, and so, he bought two tickets and gave me one. He just want someone to accompany him for movie.

I watch the movie with my hands covering my face. Peeping through the hole in between my fingers.

Today, I went to watch "Death Note" with my sis. Not scary. I almost doze off.

Everyone is against me today. I don't know why. I can't satisfy all of them. I don't know what they want of me. I did nothing wrong. NOTHING! Apparently, they just take me to vent their anger on. Their critisim makes me feel like one useless chap.

I ended up having cereal for breakfast, SaraLee's pandan cake for lunch and nacho for dinner.

I know I will survive with biscuit in the next few weeks or maybe months. I'm prepared.
You can forget about asking me out until you see me eating a proper meal in school.

2006-11-04T13:51:00.000+08:00

Took my cousin for movie and ice-cream at Ben&Jerry. Even he agreed that the ice-cream is nice. Our ice-cream include of the irresistible Chocolate Fudge Brownie and Dublin Mudslide!

Yummilicious. =)

School is starting in 2 days' time and I went to paint my nails red. My sis say red suit me because my nails are freaking long. And so, I decided to give it a try.

Talking about nails. During one of my recent attachment, my CI saw my nails and she asked me in a freaking sad tone.

CMK: " Elyn, are you ok...? Are you suffering from any disease or what?"
Elyn: " NOoooOoo.... Whats' the problem? "
CMK: " Your nails look like what we called,THE SPOON SHAPE nails...You sure you ok?"
I'm stunned and immediately Graves' Disease cross my mind.
Elyn: " CHOY! I choy choy choy choy! dai ka lai si."
CMK: "Oh! No urh? Not that disease urh? No lah... I thought you are...."
(even she don't know whats' the name of the disease.)

Now I know why she never fail to see my nails during every attachment.

I'm born with these kind of nails.
Mummy told me that I stunned her with my nails when she just give birth to me. My friends even try to pluck my nails off because they thought its' fake. Wth. I scream my heart out man.

MY NAILS ARE GENUINE OK!

I couldn't believe what I've heard yesterday night. But came to think about it, why not? Some people never learn their lesson and they continue to buy you with all their fabricated stories. To win you over? Gain sympathy? I don't know.

Suprisingly, I'm not angry. Not at all. In fact, I'm going for cakes and coffee later.

I'm enjoying my last 36hours of holiday!

2006-11-02T13:30:00.000+08:00

A terrible nightmare that stop me from taking the stairs and walk along the corridor.

School is starting soon. So, I must prepare my food instead of my books.haha. Its a must to have strawberry pocky in my bag! Before school starts, I must have another slice of Chocolates Of A Thousand Leaves and most importantly is my Ice-blended Mocha! The Ultimate is nice too. =)

Okok. I shall stop here. Dad is asking me to take my lunch.

2006-10-29T22:30:00.000+08:00

Went Cine to watch "The Sinking of Japan" with mummy and sis yesterday.
I will give 3 out of 5 bites.

Today is my darling Brandon birthday!
He's one year old. He's so cute, I tell you. I want to eat him up.

Tomorrow will be a busy busy day.
So many work left undone and there's another list of housework waiting for me to do.
Wash my clothes, sweep and mop the floor, tidy up my room, etc.
My goodness!

Anyway, have a good holiday before school start.

To my dearest HsinPei, DaiYing, WanXuan and HuiXia,
A big thank you to all of you. Thanks for being there for me when things got off the track. Thanks for accompanying me for ice-cream, made me laugh like nobody's business, etc. You girls had done alot for me, more than what I've expected. So, Thank You!

2006-10-27T16:55:00.000+08:00

This week:

-Lappy got virus attack and have yet fully recover.
-Attachment is over. I don't have to wake up at 5.30am anymore.
-I've got my N73!

-Meet up with my dearest girls yesterday and we went NYDC for baked rice.
-Renjie bought me chocolate!

2006-10-22T13:11:00.000+08:00

Thanks for the effort that you've put in.
It really made a difference.

2006-10-14T21:26:00.000+08:00

Sometime or should I use the word, always?
I don't know what my parents want of me.

If I were to give up things that I hold dearly just because of them, I will be a dumb ass.

"You choose to go voluntarily into the fire. The blaze might well destroy you. But if you survive, every blow of the hammer will serve to shape your being. Every drop of water wrung from you will temper and strengthen your soul." - Margaret Weis

2006-10-10T00:29:00.000+08:00

Another day has passed, there I am lying on my bed,
not daring to believe what had happened.

This problem that confronted me really seem insuperable.

The great shuddering spasms of grief wench my whole body.
Tears blurred my eyes every night and pain overwhelmed me.

A soft flicker of sadness slowly pushed its way into my heart.

2006-10-07T22:40:00.000+08:00

Shopping at town and Vivo City today.
Nice place but too far.

My mind is elsewhere.
My heart pound two times faster.
Please don't tell me this is the end.

I got to be strong when you are not.

2006-10-07T00:39:00.000+08:00

Terrible haze.

I just came back from movie.
Went to watch World Trade Centre with my sis.
Not that sad afterall.

Sleepless night.

2006-10-05T21:44:00.000+08:00

I don't blame. I don't grumble. I don't asked.
Because I know, human thinking change with time.

Disappointed thats it.

2006-10-01T22:12:00.000+08:00

The truth is too close for comfort and uncomfortable,
but, be glad when it happens, for though I don't like it.

2006-09-30T23:52:00.000+08:00

As usual, I'll wait for my sis to finish studying before we go for shopping.
Coffee Bean at J8 then to Bugis and Raffles City.

Yes. I have been going to Coffee Bean with my sis for like umpteen times.
I have lost count.
The people there more or less know us, I guess.

My ice-blended mocha cost $2.20 yesterday.
My Tiramisu cake is costless today.

Upon realising that they didn't charge me for my cake, I decided to approach the person.
I'm trying to be honest, you see.
But someone I don't know just tell me in that low low volume, " Its' my treat."

The person refuses to take my money, so, what else can I say beside Thank you?
Before you know next, there the supervisor, squatting beside me, explaining about the coffee bean card.

Eliza to the rescue.
She's the only person who can pass me the book today.
She gave me everything. Anyway, thanks. =)

I forget that I'm taking my basic theory, and is next Monday.
Call everyone and practically everyone had misplaced it, if not, they can only pass me tomorrow.

I'm craving for Ben&Jerry's Dublin Mudslide ice-cream.

2006-09-28T23:50:00.000+08:00

Virus attack my laptop again.
Its' so devastating!

My parents are confusing me.
When I'm jobless, they will keep urging me to find a job.
When I found a job, they will give me the worst scenario about the job.

So what they want of me now?
To work or laze around?

Shopping with Candy today.

We were suppose to have Delifrance, but we ended up with Pepper Lunch.
We were suppose to have Swensens' earthquake, but we ended up at Coffee Bean having cheesecake and coffee.

She has that rubber band thingy in her mouth, and she can't stop producing that stupid sound.

Shopping with Candy, I will definitely have- the last piece.
I will start complaining and she will start nagging.

Beside RED and WHITE, I guess, you won't get to see her in any other colour.
Everything she bought yesterday is red and white. Everything comes in pair.
Red hairband, white hairband. Red ear stud, white ear stud.

Anyway, if you guys don't know, her birthday is coming and coincidently, the trees trunk at Orchard is covered with red and white cloth, most importantly, theres' POLKA DOTS!
And she LOVES polka dots.

Just grab one and pass it to her, if not, make her some sarong.

I can't stop complaining about my hair.
Instead of long and silky hair, lets take a look at how Candy says,

"You try cutting bob, because your hair is like, 'Bian Bian'. "
"You apply something to your hair. It'll add volume to your hair and not, 'Lang Lang'. "
"There's different ways of tying long hair, you can try, if not your hair will be like 'Sua Sua'. "
"You change parting, if not your right side sure 'Puah Chu Teng'. "

Its' all about, 'BianBian, LangLang, SuaSua and PuahChuTeng' .

Anyway, I have fun with Candy!
Hopefully more to come. =)

2006-09-26T22:28:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday, dear sister.

I'm surrounded by all oddities people, seriously.
My right eye was tearing away and later swollen.

What a day man.

2006-09-26T00:38:00.000+08:00

My boy is asking me to get nice clothes and doll up more often.
So, I'm doing it.

Beside money issue, I also need get someone like Candy, the fashionmonger, to give me ideas and comments.
Is definitely the correct thing to get Candy as my fashionist.

The funniest thing she said to me is,

Mademoiselle Candy : " whipping asses " ; says:
no more brown or copper all that
Mademoiselle Candy : " whipping asses " ; says:
serious
Mademoiselle Candy : " whipping asses " ; says:
u'll look very bugis so its a big no
Mademoiselle Candy : " whipping asses " ; says:
even red is dangerous now

She's funny, I must say.
IF, I'm saying IF, she TRY to be punctual for lesson or work for ONCE and talk in her low low volume, I guessed, it should be a problem.

The only not-so-bad looking Dr Ng and Dr Hazel heard her anyway.
Thinking back.
Goodness! Is so embarrassing...