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    Friday, May 18, 2007

    Hey girl,

    I really didn’t know what to say to you after seeing your msg. No doubt that somehow we have been drifted apart. I guess the problem lies on me. I didn’t want any company.

    My heart is in a confused mode now. I didn’t want to do anything with anyone. That’s why I have been lazing at Coffee Bean for some drinks and spending time alone. If not, I will just roam around the shopping mall.

    I find myself withdrawing from the group too. I’m not being anti-social to anyone. I just don’t feel like talking. No valid reason why I became like that. Friends around me message me saying that I have changed. Yes. I agree. I find that I can’t communicate with anyone.

    Perhaps I’m just trying too hard to please the people around me. Now, I just find it needless.

    For the past few weeks, friends had been asking me, “Hey. How’s you and him?” This is the questions that I will never want to answer. They will keep asking till they get the answer. I know that they are concern about me. But I just can’t bring myself to answer them. I realized it can be irritating.

    I find that there’s no point explaining to people about why I’m doing this, why I’m doing that. I get sick of everything. Now, I’m just letting my yes be yes and my no be no. I know then, people will have something to say about me. Well, go ahead. As long as I think I’m right. Then just let my right be right. It shouldn’t be a problem, as long as, I know I will apologize when I’m at fault.

    I try putting myself in his shoes because I really want to understand how he felt. Now, I know. How irritating we girls can be sometime. In fact, it should be most of the time. And it will never change.

    You will have a different views in what I’ve said. But now, that’s me.

    Well, we will still be good friends. We will still go for movies and pepper lunch. We will still talk about anything under the sun. No worries, you will still be my sweetie pie, who never stop farting and burping! =)

    posted by elyn @11:30 PM
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